It definitely isn't easy. You just gotta find something to sort of take your mind off everything. That usually makes it easier for me to get over stuff like drama, finding a distraction.
Drama doesn't usuall just end. Never usually does. Even if you ask it nicely. It's just something that comes with life and you need to work out and fight through.
Teenagers usually attract drama. Especially teenaged girls (some of us [not all] tend to hold grudges and be very over emotional). So drama tends to follow us around.
I'm gonna try to be on whenever I can. Lately everything's gotten a little crazy again due to a few problems I've been having with some people, it's almost resolved I've just got to talk to a few people and see what's going on again. =)
Everyone gets used once in their life, if not a lot more than that. Every time it's to teach us not to let people use us. I'm sorry this happened to you, and I know how much it sucks because I was a cutter for about three years. I still have scars, and that bothers me so much. At this point I think you should just keep him out of your life, he doesn't belong in it. If your friends left you at a time like that, then they weren't your true friends. I just recently lost my best friend because of who I'm dating, after thinking we'd never get into a fight like that and hoping she'd be understanding. Your true friends are the ones that stand by you, no matter what. If you ever need anyone to talk to about everything that happened, I'm here. You'll find someone who won't use you, I can promise you that.
I love so many of their songs. Somewhere is the song I listen to when I want to fall asleep. Other than that, I'd have to say Frozen is my favorite song
I feel like an outcast sometimes too, just don't let it get you down. That's what I try to do, there's not much else you can do. I might be on later, I don't know.
I don't know how to explain the movie. I'll PM you or something just in case anyone here doesn't want it spoiled. It might be a while since my life is pretty hectic all of a sudden for some odd reason.
If you think deleting the comments will help then do it, if you don't think it'll help it won't. You have to find the strength inside yourself to do it, or not do it.