I feel sick.And disgusting.I feel thrown away...Like I'm just something he didn't want anymore.And I promised myself that I was only seeing him for a good time.And then he had to go and say he loves me.And I knew he didn't!Then I had to go and tell him that I love him too.And I knew that I didn't!But slowly... I did start to feel something for him.I should have known that when he started avoiding...