what's up guys?first off, i want to apologize a thousand times for not updating as much as i promise to. i feel horrible for always giving you the same excuses over and over again.i've just been in a few positions lately which have left me with no energy, or even motivation to write. i got involved with a guy, it didn't work out, to say the least, and he just left me sorta...lost, if you will?i...