The pain you Cause.

-As he cuts into her chest, her heart beats on. She's just not giving up yet.-I want to live a normal life. Is that even possible these days? Seems like my world is spinning out of control. Can someone slow it down...I lost a guy that meant the world to me. And i blame myself for that. Its hard to move on. Im just tierd of all of it.I call out for help but he is the one making me cry. He is the...
September 26th, 2009 at 05:36am

~!*PEACE&LOVE*!~

Hola im Ella! well my last few entries have been sorta problem related so i thought i should do a happy one for once! well i guess my life is going ok so far. I hope it stays that way. Ummm.... lets see well i know that most of us knt wait for twilight the movie to kome out!!! but have u seen the previews i already see parts that werent in the book. that makes me mad! but oh well. um my guy drama...
October 21st, 2008 at 03:53am

GUYS+DRAMA=CONFUSION!!!

OK guys r so confusing!!!! (DUH) but if u really like them its hard to hate them! If he breaks a promise ur mad at him but only for a little bit but if this promise meant alot it is hard to go back?! My problem exacatly......i really do like this guy but he makes pomises and then breaks them but the thing is i cant stay mad at him!? why idk? so i need help or mabey it's not me its him who knows...
September 6th, 2008 at 06:08am

It's Me Deal With It!!!

hi its me ella again life is not so great. my sister keeps infering that im lets just say overweight and it is getting really annoying. I dont care what i look like im me and i like being me. But when she keeps shoving it in you face saying that she has had two babies and i catching up to her yeah whatever. I want to live my life without pepole interfering in it so vic (my sister) i love you but...
July 16th, 2008 at 03:26am