Haha its cool, idk if I told you about my friend who cuts, well I wrote a Poem
to convince him to stop, if you have time can you read it and tell me if I should give it to him?
I know! It's terrible sometimes, cos we work in retail we have to keep our mouths shut anyway, but he swears on the shop floor so I'm like 'O.O I wish I could do that lol'
My grandmas away and everyone else is either dead or gone! I have this curse where I push people away, I don't know how my best friend deals, but this is what he texted me b4 after I told him I wanted to commit suicide -" Stop melanie ur scaring me I really dnt want u to leave this world, I need u" that's Sebastian for you!! And my life's hell, and I'm a sucky writer, my poems are horrible, you read them? The world isn't gonna miss me, no one, except sebbie but that's 'cause we are so close!!