I hate myself. A lot.I look at my hips, butt, and thighs. I hate the way I curve. My ass seems droopy; my thighs are bulbous. My hips are wide too, making me look disproportionate. I move to my stomach. When I had a lack of nutrition, I looked great. I looked thinner, more muscular, and fit. Now I look fat, uncaring and lumpy. My shoulders are too broad to be feminine, but to narrow to put me into...