April 8th, 2010 at 11:29pm
It's no problem at all. Honestly, I'm glad I'm not the only one.
I do the same as you: I look at myself in the mirror and think, that's it. I'm not going to eat anything anymore. But I just can't do that, I'm Italian.
I have called myself so many cruel names this past year. I've said a lot of things about myself many people tell me are not true. But I still believe them, because I don't want to be the way I am.
It's confusing, isn't it? But it's nice to know someone else gets it.
Nice username, btw. I do like Chuck Palahniuk.
I've been pretty stressed lately. It could be my anxiety doing it to me. I've never been particularly confident in regards to my appearance, especially since puberty started and my butt went (-------|--------) but lately, I dunno. I've just never fit in and I accepted this, but I still get envious of how pretty and normal other girls seem.
The only time I feel confident is when I'm wearing a costume, or I'm acting. In other words, I feel better being someone else.