I decided to put another one of my ... my more valued works from my upcoming collection on this site, another example of me in my element, you know, actually putting time into. It might be my favorite poem of mine: Apparitions of a Dying Dream, it's on my page. I decided to publish it on here because of the overwhelming response for my last post of a poem of mine I held any reverence for, The Death of Dawn. This is one, unlike most of the others I've published on this site, that I'd consider up to par. I was saving this one, dammit! Thanks for your time, on the last poem especially, since it was one I was really trying to avoid publishing without my book being already available. So, this might be the only thanks I can offer to the people who've inspired me on this site.
This is a message I left in my poem, The Death of Dawn, and I wrote a message for everyone who took the time to read that long ass poem:
All of you people, you're people, you're not a ghost behind a keyboard never known obscured by alias and anonymity, and that's why I write. For breathing, feeling, people who've taken to this sight as an island, some sort of Alexandria, and between the cracks so many of us fall into obscurity. The fact that I have not, that people seem to enjoy it, or lie about enjoying it just to make me feel better is just as touching, that's the only reason I haven't slipped through. You're the reason.
Given your positive response to a few of my lesser poems, poems I did not put much effort into at all, I thought you might enjoy reading a poem I've put real effort in. I usually don't publish my best work online and save them for my publications, but a friend has talked me into it and if you'd like to check it out, the title is The Death of Dawn. I figured you might like to see what I'm capable of when I try. It'd be my honor for your opinion on it.
Good, actually!
So far everything's been going good.
There was a little drama at school.
Some girl asked me if I missed my friend who I'm no longer friends with, and I was like, "Actually, no, I don't"
And that's the truth.
I haven't talked to her in like 3 months and I'd like to keep it that way.
She was a bitch anyways.
But anyways, this girl who asked me is friend's with my "Ex-Friend" Lol, and she was like, uh-huh, sure.
So I mean, I don't know what she's gonna tell my "Ex-Friend" but, I honestly don't care.
All I have to say is that she beeter not start any crap with me, or else....
Well, I don't know, but something will happen. Lol.
Oh, I know what you mean.
I had a friend that was like, super nice to me one day, then she would be all "I don't wanna be you're friend anymore" And it was just an on going cycle.
It's like, really? Come on, don't be a jerk.
But anyways, I hope everything goes okay for you. =]
And I'm not up to much!
Good actually! Lol.
I got lost a ton of times because the layout of the school is a little confusing, but I got it all figured out now!
I didn't make any new friends, but I am getting over my shyness and talking ti new people. So I'm in the process of making new friends I guess you could say!
Oh, well that's good!
And I've been okay for the most part!
Just totally stressing about school and other little things like that, lol.
How have you been?
I think everyone over reacts about starting a new school! It's scary!
I have to go to a new school this year too, but thankfully I'll have some friends there.