yeah. I know what ya' mean. I couldn't even imagine what he has to go through, playing htat in his head all the time. He says when he talks about it, it makes the pain a little easier to bear. He's tough. He said when he woke up the next day, his first instinct was to call and tell her about his bad dream..but then it hit him and he knew it was real...
he's alright now. He refuses to talk to a counsoler. He'll talk to me and his brother, that's it. He's not really eating. He's barely talking to anyone at all. He's not getting any sleep. He stays at his girlfrieds house..he is for a while anyway. He says he can't go back in there when he still sees her laying there. It's horrible. His brother's dealing best he can..but it's rough.
hey! I'm back. My friend's doing better...he's still in the confused state..but he's better.
his little brother's completely torn apart. He's the one who found her. he's 15(same birthday as me, born on the same day only an hour apart) and he found his mommy dead. It's killing him.
it's gonna be a long time before I feel better girly. I still have my days where the shit sucks and I have my moments when i'm lighter than air. so any 'useless' questions you have would probably take my mind off other shit. so ask away my friend :D
he says thank you. he's in a semi state of shock, and denial..but it hit him like a ton of briks like, a minute ago..then back to shock..it's a rollercoaster of emotions..
thanks! I am doing better, but I might not be on for a vouple of days. My best friend's mom died, and he's having a rough time, so he asked if I'd stay with him.
haha he didn't get everything. I had a backbone by that point. lol But yeah he is gone now and I'm almost back to normal. well normal being before I saw him again. which isn't really normal at all but you know what i mean. lol
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