Todays been weirdFinally got rid on Tom - he'd been here since monday - eatin my food, takin my bed, doing my head inThe lil shitI meen I couldn't belive him today barging in on me on the toilet and takin the pictureI meen it was kinda funny but then he took it a step too far and put it on facebook!!I couldn't belive it!!He found it haleriousI just criedHe's been my friend since he was 10 n I was...

It feels like I'm crying out into the darkness asking for help but all I hear is my echo shouting back at me reminding me no one is coming no one will help no one cares to help and the pain in my chest gets worse and the silence is deafening and I'm terrified to close my eyes because my mind is the last place I want to be. Its terreifying in there I can't trust it I'm my own worst enemyAnd then...