so i really want to write Dustin a letter explaining how i feelbut i dont know how i feelits wierdheres what i have so far:Dustin,Its hard to say how i feel about things, but i'm going to try and do it this time. i love you, and i wish i didnt but i wouldnt change it for the world. I miss you everyday and i crave to be with you. But I know it would be forst. Thats not what i want. I wished for...

okayso 've been talking to Dustin's kinda girlfriendi guess she told him to add me on myspace and talk to mewitch kinda sucks cause i dont want to talk to himthings are going good right nowbut i askerd him how he felt about how our realationship ended,he said he knew it had to be done and that he was sorry for hurting mei knew that alreadyso then i told him about how i cant trust anyone anymore...

i have to work today!ickyi have major cramps and Dan hasent called me in a very long timei really hope he's okayhis phone is offim listoning to "Dont trust me"and its not helpingwish me luck todayits going to be a hard one(teehee hard)okay wow i guess i have to wright more"bop-a-booy"♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥...