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MIRANDA!!!!!
I am so sorry, i got grounded AGAIN >.< I HAD 3 F'S IN SCHOOL SO IM GROUNDED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE, BUT I AM USING THE SCHOOL COMPUTER SO HA! LOL LOVE YOU AND ALL THAT AND I'LL TXT YOU AS SOON AS I AM UNGROUNDED XD!!!!!!!!!

PLEASE VOTE FOR ME!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!
Thanks. ^~^ Here's the link. I'm the one on the RIGHT!!!
http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=17140432

mmm i get it and thx. i know weird but ya i get it. i thought i needed you bc u always made me feal important and that i mattered which probobly everyone wants. but now i realize that i dont need you or anyone to make me feal that way i make myself feal that way. i didnt realize that untill now bc before i could always count on you to make me feal like i belonged but now i know i can do that and that i dont need you. befoure i felt like i did but now i know i dont. im srry that i did this to you i truely am and i know i cant take it back but i truely believe that everything happons for a reason and now i know what that reason was so no matter the outcome of this thx

yo yo yo!! wat up!! i'm bored and my rents aren't home !! woot woot PARTY!!
hehe not really!!!
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo idk i feel like i haven't talked to you in a while!! maybe we can hang during break?? idk just a thought call me or watever.
..... i'm bored....................................................
ok then LATER!!!

Hey! I disappeared there for a little bit. Sorry about that. Thanksgiving was pretty busy in my family this year. Lot’s of shopping and stuff. O.O So, I haven’t really been talking to many people. Sorry again. ^^ How are you? :DDDD

yeah. I jst finished one of my poems that's been sitting in my documents folder for quite some time now ^^. But anyways. I just went through to the Livejournal and found an old journal of mine. Its from August of 2007 to Febuary 2008. It reminded me of so many funny and sad memories, and for a second I forgot about all of my life now, and my two relationships, how happy I am, and how much self-confidence I have. It was just so weird, and I remember how much I loved cutting back then to release all my pain, but how much I hated my mom to find them.
I have an entry about the first time I cut, first time I wore black makeup, first time anyone discovered my feelings of depression. It was so... idk. just wow.
piegoboom.livejournal.com

hahaha, okay ^.^

pshyeah. I wish. ;)
So what's up?

Your best bet is to just try to stay true to yourself and hope it works. i'm sorry you have such close-minded parents, but my family's the same, i hate them i swear. truthfully i really do dislike them so much and they hate me just the same. i know -- they've told me.

No, don't let them get to you. Be yourself, no matter what anyone else says. Its important, because if you act like someone they want, you'll surpress your emotions down and bottle them up. That's what I do then I explode my problems to maybe the wrong person. Don't do what I do. Express your emotions and how you feel whenever someone pisses you off or says the wrong thing to you.

Its very important to stay true to yourself.

hey !! sorry i was catching up on some reading!!
what you up to??

Do you celebrate Thanksgiving? I’m going over to my uncle’s for a family gathering… It shall be b o r ing. D:

Haha, I don’t think I’m making very good grades either. x] It’s hard to juggle everything else with school. :P

I added you on myspace, and I'm trying to find the group..... thanks

Is school going well for you? =)

well of course im gunna make it based on a girl -.-
i dont care what parents wanted i call em like i know em and YOU are a girl lmao
but, yeah i did the random thing and got the trippy aura so YAY ^.^
you get to be the special one, AND you get angelic wings as your special aura ability, nobody has ever been able to make wings and actually fly for long distances with them, and Marley will be able to do that ^.^
also, how do they all connect?

Okay, a shrink is the LAST thing you really want. Well, maybe you want it. I never wanted one because i always felt like they were judging me, plus I get teary-eyed when i talk about that kinda stuff and well... yeah. You how do your parents need help? They need to listen, and learn not to judge about that type of shit. Parents aren't supposed to judge their kids, at all. I mean god.
I'm really sorry you have to deal with that I'm just glad its gotten to the point where I stopped cutting my wrists and moved to my legs where no one'll look.

ummm, i think marley
^.^

That’s fine. ;D Sometimes I have to refresh a page twenty times just to comment someone on here, and therefore, I give up. XD Wow, random of me. :P So, how are things going for you today/this week? =) It’s freezing here. O.O

You know what? I'm a lot like you, afraid to tell people about myself for fear of getting shot down. The thing about it is... is that you need to break from your shell and fucking scream out your problems. if you parents are too bigheaded to listen then fuck them... Parents know teenagers have problems when going to school, so why do you they always shoot people down when they try to explain what's going on. When I get older, and if I have kids, I'll never just shove their problems off as petty, or unimportant when in fact they're very important to the beholder.