Happy Easter! :):)
How was your day? Did the Easter Bunny bring you lots of stuff like chocolate bunnies and whatnot? I got a Spongebob basket. I'm pretty excited about it. :):)
Thanks for the story recommendation! I'll definately put that story on my "to-read" list. Frerards rule my wooorld.
Thank you Darling. And - crazy. You the smexy one. And. I'm your biggest fan. ^^ And. Uhm. Oh! We need good pictures of me to put up here and myspace and crap. Smexy ones like your halloween profile pic here.
Aww, I'm not going anywhere I don't think.
I hate puking so you don't have to worry about that. I eat cellery and thats pretty much it. My goal weight is 70 and I'm about just shy of five feet. I'm probably just really dumb. I mean I know I could die from it but I just want to loose that 1 more ppound. Yeahhh, my mom makes me take vitamins... blah.
I do eat a little when my parents are around so they dont get suspicious but other then that I don't. I'll be okay somehow.
Yeahhhh, i hate meds haha. I have a a sleeping pill for my insomnia that is also supposed to be for depression but I dont take it.
We're still friends, he was bi anyway at the time soooo.... i had my suspicions haha. He's awesome and totally cool.
My eating disorder is worse than the depression. I'm not tall anyways but I'm down to 80! I hate that I'm happy about that but I am. I know I shouldn't be but I cant really help it. I don't think I look 80 though, I look bigger but thats probably the distortion. I dont know, I don't know.
i find myself shaking my head at myself a lot lately.
so sorry for not updating, i will explain in an authors note sort of way soon.
And i guess i will forgive you for not commenting back sooner (:.
Then maybe you will forgive me for not updating sooner haha?
Its been a bad month that's all i'll say
oxox thekickssodevine
Stopping that is hard, i wont lie to you, and different things work for different people, like, i used to kick the shit outta my pillows, they got punched screamed into and drowned in tears, another thing that helps is writing you're feelings down, whether it be in a song or a poem, or just writing down what's bothering you and then destroying that bit of paper. Also, i used to talk to my brother alot, so talking to someone helps too xoxo
Ha ha! Well even if you were either of those, the same would still apply! This world need's a little more love! People are so quick to judge, not many take the time to find out. It's hard when you can't talk to you're friend's about stuff :( And yeah, I get what you mean, people think you're attention seeking or whatever because the other person has the "better reputation" therefore are more reliable, when that's not always the case. But yeah, I'm here for you and I care :) xoxo J
ahaha.
i think my dad would call it back and be all WTF? who is this and why do you have my daughters cell phone!
or maybe he say be all whatever about it.....lol.
aha, lol. yerr, pretty much. I got "sister morphine" from when i was in hospital and my uncle was on morphine and we asked him if he was in pain and he patted his little...morphine thingy that was stuck to his veins through a needle and he goes "sister morphine"
haha it would be hella rad if they called your dad again.
what did you dad say about the whole ordeal? i but love to go on their tourbus and hang out....lol. wow i dont think i saw the condom backpack but their were this people handing out ads for dry cleaning i took one and yell at the person handing em out and i was said: "wtf? man this is a rock concert not the mall go get a life!" good times good times at PR.
haha wow your cell gettin thrown up onstage...how on earth did it get up there? next time i see 'em i will so do that.lol. wow thats cool how he said he knew you...most would be like wtf? and throw i back into the pit...lol.
haha yeah PR I was watching them in a video on buzznet and they were so sweet to their fans. Toallay MSI are so different from most bands and treat every fan like their live long friend.
How was your day? Did the Easter Bunny bring you lots of stuff like chocolate bunnies and whatnot? I got a Spongebob basket. I'm pretty excited about it. :):)
Thanks for the story recommendation! I'll definately put that story on my "to-read" list. Frerards rule my wooorld.