ParadiseSeeker / Comments

no your not stupid!
you cut?
i've just started up again too :(

school is ok... home sucks though.
it's bad cuse no one really understands me...the only place that i feel i can be myself is here...even when i'm with my closest friends i feel like im a fake....it's a missreble feeling.

i hope everything works out for you!
<3 xoxo

yeah...
I'm just a very curious person.
lmao...

oh.. no your not.. i'm hoping for everything to get ok for you... if you need anything just tell me... =)
how are things beside that?

sorry i havent commented back my internet has been stuffing up >.<
aww that sucks about you having to go to that church thing with your mom!

yeh talk to your mom again about the guitar thing, im sure she will finally let you play.

hows school and eveything?
<3 jess xoxo

i didn't cut myself for an year ago.
I'm starting again.
For the same reasons you are.
The only thing you can do about your friend is telling her that the only thing she could do is support u. Nothing else...

wenn`s danach ginge wie scheiße grad alles is, dann wäre ich schon längst tot!!!was mich auch wunderd, wieos ich`s noch nich bin....da war so ne sache, wo du vor`n paar wochn mal solange krank warst...jassi weiß es...!!!=(

ich sag`s schon nich...aba früher oder später kriegt sie`s raus!!!von selbst!!!! wieso machst dus übahaupt noch?? wieso erzählst du mirs denn nich????!!! ich dachte du redest auch immer mit dem maxy...hö????!!?!?!!?!?!?!? sofa...bitte...!!!!!!!!!!

i know how you feel, moms can be so annoying sometimes!!!
you need to play guitar you could be the next Ray or Frank!! :)

my week has been ok i guess. i wrote more for my story!!:D
i downloaded this album and the band is so good!!!! they're like my second favirote band :D haha.

whats been happening?
<3

maybe..
if I were a rockstar, I would write a diary and put it on the internet for all my fans.
I've always wanted to know what was going through Mikey's head when he got married.
Or Bob's head when he got burned.
Or Gerard's when Mikey told him he was going to marry Alica.
Those are a few examples....

ein bissel emo für die welt???!! ja!!*lol* des is geil!!!!!

ja...und ich bin EXTREM besorgt!!!wieso musst du dich weiter ritzen!!!!weiste was? ich sags jassi lieber nich...aba wenn sie`s rauskriegt!!!SOFA, HÖR MIT DEM VERDAMMTEN SCHEIS AUF!!!BITTEEEEEEE!!!!!!SOFA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weisu wie scheiße des is???? sofa, ich mach mir verdammt nochmal scheis verdammte sorgen..!!!!!!!!!

that's why I cut on my legs... They cant take my pants off xD

Yeah, but Gerard just isn't the diary type of guy.
. .. . .But I could be wrong.

yh one of my bests is worried about me too.. rafaela... she start crying in front of me yesterday... =(

=O
If he did write a diray, I would be in utter shock!

your razor?? you cut??
I do =(
and that sucks =(

hey! du!! schonma unsere HP wieder abgecheckt??!!?? musste ma machn!!!

[url=http://hanffreunde.de.tl/ein-kleiner-hauch-von-SCHWARZ--.--.-.htm]hier^^[/url]

hoffe ma, dass klappt jetzt hier gleich so!!*lol* das hab ich mal so angefangen...kannst ja au gern noch bissel was darn zam basteln!!!xD

Ehhh..I'm SOOOO sorry, but I won't be able to update for a while 'cause I'm going out of town to go to my brothers wedding so yeah..I'm SOOOOOOO SOORRY!! Please don't hate me :(

*heul* soooooo fies....=( man kann mich jetzt übrigens wieder mobil ereichen!!!----> neues handy...xD

cuz she wants me to be like her when she was young... perfect... she did everything @ home and only have A's so she wants me to be 'a perfect gurl' too.. But I'm not!!!!

tehee Okay, just for you I shall update probably tonight :D