mm, but i think contemplating suicide is sort of soothing, and calming. makes me realise that there are things in the world i still want to do, to experience, people that i dont want to leave, things i enjoy. and it makes me think about how easy it would be to screw up a suicide attempt and have to deal with the consequences - first and foremost that everyone would know and there would be all that therapy counselling etc which i wouldnt want to go through, and then stuff like, depending on what method you chose, broken bones, illness, scars, etc, etc.
i dont want a world without you andi rabbit my friend =[
im really glad if i can help =]
and yea, i wont say i never get like that .. alot, sometimes ..
but getting it out does help. need to get anything specific off your chest rabbit? yes you are now rabbit
"i'd rather be hated for who i am than loved for who i am not"
think about that ..
anyway, we're your friends here. i love you. you're a perfect mess.
it sucks if you dont have good friends. it took me a year to build the friendships i have now up - and thats fast, considering how close we are now.
*hugs* cmon, andi, you can pull through this.
as the wise man said to the king, this too will pass.
it's a really random story