Im OK I guess, doctors said there might be an infection in my lungs. So its not just my asthma. So ive gotta take 9 tablets a day, for the next 5 days.
Well, you shouldnt feel like that. What I know of you, your an amzing guy.
And im glad you feel special, you deserve to.
And guess what, ive gotta go =( My brother is being a total dickhead and kiccking me off the internet, just coz he's been working all week. Like thats my fault?! Grr, he pisses me off. loads. I was in the middle of something aswell, but he dont give two shits.
So ill talk to you soon? OK, night *hugs*
And get more confidence, remember your special! Lol
Yeah, but it takes up to about 5 hours to get it perfect. And even then, like with everything, it can be improved. I just wish there was something I could be simply outstanding at. You know, like if I go through all my friends, I can name at list one thing that they are amazing at, whereas me. I cant think of anything. So meh, but you know. I can keep trying I guess.
Yeah, im not the best, but im good enough. I cant draw manga style that great, i can do doodle versions, but not decent versions. I tend to draw more realistic, like if I have a photo of someone, I can copy it and it look like them, and if someone is with me, and can stay in one place. So yeah, portraits are more my things, and animals. I did an amzing picture of a cheetah, and a wolf. It was part of an Art project, it came out so amazing.
Yeah, well im sure your little counsellor will be OK. Ive faced worse.
And yeah, one of my teachers saw my drawings and convinced me to study GCSE art, instead of music. And I do prefer to draw then play the keyboard, but im not [i]too[/i] bad at either. so yeah, and because of my opinions and shizz, my R.E teacher begged me to study R.E for GCSE, so its all good I guess. I just wish I could go to an actual art school, but the only ones I know of are in London, I cant travel there and no way can I live there, so I have to put up with normal school. Suckish eh?
What type of stuff do you draw then?
Same, most of my work books are covered in doodles and drawings, and I have loads of pieces of paper covered in drawings. I love to draw and sing. My two favourite things on earth. Along with flirting LOL
And yeah, as soon as I get back, ill let ya know what they say. Promise.
Yeah, im studying for my GCSE's this year when I go back to school, and I really dont want to. The only ones I think ill just about pass, is Art, Textiles and Maths. But English, Science, I.T, R.E and Spanish, I dont think ill do so well.
My mum is taking me to the doctors tomorrow =( See about my chest. I dont like doctors, everytime I see one I end up in hospital. it sucks. big time.
Wow, university? Well, wouldnt the best thing to study, be something you like, something you take an interest in? And getting a job...good luck with that.
I dont ever wanna grow up, me and responsibility done get on to be honest. lol
Yeah well, im not that interesting. I would totally understand if you were bored talking to me.
and theres nothing wrong with being a little bit jealous, it means you truly care about your girlfriend, or whoever. so yeah, you shouldnt totally dislike that about yourself, as long as it doesnt turn to jealous envy, it should be OK. and im sure theres no reason to be paranoid. Does your other half know that you feel like that?
Well I still havent eaten or slept properly in weeks. Go me (note sarcasm) and Im currently struggling to breathe properly, its been like that since last night. My lungs feel all tight, and it hurts to breathe.
And to top it all off, I constantly feel guilty, because my friend likes me...allot. He says he loves me, and I just dont wanna be with him that way, and im hruting him when I say that, but I cant lie to him. So I spoke to him the other day, and explained [b]excatly[/b] the situation, and even though we are mates now, he sometimes hints that he's still hurting. And theres nothing I can do. So yeah, sorry, rambling. I do that allot with you. lol
So yeah, apart from being tired, are you OK?