Have I lost my heart? Yes. Have I had people criticize me? Yes, but who hasn't. I hold on to things too long, get caught up in it all.Shyness is my biggest obstacle. I don't speak to people very often, especially now. Five years in this new place, and I think I've only made about five friends, if that. Reading keeps my mind off the things I normally think about. Are people looking at me? What do...