Necromancer. / Comments

okay, so all it is, is one person asks the other person a question and then they answer it and ask the first person a different question [or you can repeat the question if you really want to] and so on n so forth.. basically, just asking eachother questions, only make sure you dont answer your own questions.. cause youre not supposed to lol.. like .. well
p1-whats your favourite colour?
p2-green
p1-mines blue..
you dont do that, get it? you do it like this
p1-favourite colour?
p2-green, whats your favourite song?
p1-in this skin by jessica simpson
thats how you do stuff.. okay? lol.. n those arent actually my answers, theyre just the first answers that came to mind lol.. ill let you start =]

Yeah I know I mean everyone is like "oh you can work it out I'm sure it's not that bad" Hell it isn't they don't get to actually live it. I mean if they were in out shoes they would be beggin to get out. And I thought no one would care and well...I guess some people do. But I have more a reason then I ever did cause now I actually have dreams to be something. I mean in my house everytime I tried to talk about what I wanted to be when I grew up it never was enough for my parents. I mean I'm not the normal girl whatever that is I could more or so fit in with guys and I have very odd looks on life that not everyone agree with and they just didn't have the partience I guess for someone with high hopes andnow that I live with my aunt she's all for me reaching my goals and I feel so much better.

I know and I don't look good without my eyeliner so I wear it and it's just wrong I mean it's normal for people to cry because it's not really the pain of missing them just yet it's just the emotional blow it gives the person i mean how else are you supposed to deal with it. And I tried to commit suicide once and ended up passed out for a few days. I took a weeks worth of painkillers which is about 36-40 pills. NO one found out thogh and I'm lucky I'm still alive cuz now I realize how much I actually like livin g my life even thought the first 14 years of it were hell.

The crying thing they were assholes I mean it may do no good for like bringing them back but it sure helps a hell of a lot to get some shit off your chest if only for a couple of minutes. I mean now it's awful when I cry because my eyeliner runs and everything. That and I justlook awful when I cry.

err.. *smacks computer* so i just left you an UBER long comment, but it didnt save when i hit submit.. i dont think there was anything real important in it, so im not gonna bother myself by retyping it.. sorry =/ .. oo we should play twenty questions my way.. its a more funner way to get to know random things about people

Yeah I wish I could claim my bitch as a step parent. But unfortunately I can't. And I know, you woulda asked me 10 years ago if i needed my dad and I would've said no but I find myself needing him more and more everyday. And well that bitch and jackass of yours could very well be taken away *evil grin*. And yeah I know. I mean last year at out school we had two people's parents die and I broke down it was like reliving my seventh year all over. Let's just say if I could choose to be any age again it would not be seven. He died four days after my birthday and it was like the late gift from hell. I cried that whole year everytime I got home from school.

I didn't use a needle to peire my ear I used a safety pin. And I know I absolutely LOVE all the other sharp little things that are fun to play with and yeah I know my mom is like "BITCH" screaming out loud. And my step dad scream JACKASS lol but my real dad died when I was seven so I can't think of anything he would do to hurt his 'little princess' as I was called.

Yeah well I wrote one journal about my parents and why I don't live with them and that is all they are going to get for all the shit they did to me they deserve way less tehn what they've got. And well as for the whole suck it up I mean how are you supposed to do that I mean if it hurts it hurts you can't change that. And well ear peircings don't hurt me I basically have no feeling in my ears so I peirced one myself. I want to do it again but my aunt said no. And yeah at least it would be cool in the end I mean would you rather say 'Hey look at my cool peircing' Or 'Hey look at my shit-ass shot'? I would prefer the peircing.

psh, order shmorder! haha, just to prove it, i'm goin outta order now! i'll start with me being right.. i'm not always right.. actually, i'm rarely right.. its kind of a bad habit of mine.. i'm just not good with comprehending things sometimes.. most of the time.. BUT there are somet hings i can understand pretty well.... for example, internet.. i [b]love[/b] the internet.. and cellphones! hehe.. its totally awesome to meet you too!! though technically, this doesnt actually constitute as 'meeting' lol.. =].. i'm in a better mood now btw.. ANDDDD MY CELLPHONE HAS BEEN LOCATED!!!!!! =D shrinks should get some kinda thing that scans your brain and that can sense what you're thinking, and that can totally hear your thoughts, so that way it takes a little less time for them to help you understand your feelings, and so that they dont waste oxygen by constantly asking us stupid questions!! OR they could just go old school and open up your head so the little person inside there can put in his/her 2 cents worth.. thatd be cool.. i'd walk around with mine open, having a conversation with the little dude!!

Ah...yeah I know I had to go for a physical and I waited like two hours in that office only to be told I needed shots and I was on my way and mind you I am very afraid of needles. I had to hold my uncles hand the whole time. he thought I was crazy but I mean man I would have rather had my cartilage peirced like ten times then have shots. ANd I ramble too and thanks I find you easy to talk to too. Well I am generaly friendly and you have to do a lot to piss me off so I don't get mad very easily. Unless people mention my parents to me that just sets me off mind you you may ask me about my parents cuz I really don't care at the moment if I told anyone or not and oh man I'm rambling sorri bout that I do that also I think I said that ...IDK short term memory.

lol My cat, Spider, is like snoring he's asleep on my feet it's hilarious. Poor thing must be tired. He had to go to the vet for his check up today. He also got his hair cut, he was there, at the vets, for like five hours. And I get that feeling waaaay to much. Hence the reason I wrote the journal entry today.

Hey thanks and I think I'll take u up on that chatting offer I'm so bored I'm talking to my cat and I dont' even think he's awake.

i get what you mean that its something nobody can tell me to do, and maybe thats why i like [trying] to put my feelings into a journal, rather than somewhere that people can tell me otherwise.. then again, there are other places to do that.. anyway, theyre all the same basic concept pretty much.. and you might have sounded slighty shrink-ish this time, but its in a good way.. you didnt sound like one of those annoying ones that are constantly asking me how i feel.. doesnt that kinda defeat the purpose, just a little maybe? i mean, arent they supposed to be helping us understand how we feel? how can we tell them how we feel if we dont even understand how we feel? .. idk.. i'm amber btw =]

thanks for the comment on my journal hon, you really didnt sound like a droning therapist or w/e it was you called yourself.. and i know what you mean about reading the journals that people put their feelings into.. those are the only kind i write, cause it helps me to vent and i usually feel better afterward.. and even if i dont feel better after i write it, i usually feel better after i read what other people say to me.. i need guidance, thats a huge thing for me.. i dont like doing anything without being told/asked to first, because otherwise i feel pushy..

You're welcome :D

And nothing much here, replying to comments, and reading and writing stories is all XD

Eh... not quite. Haha

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I'm great.
Just eating my breakfast. Nobody knows I'm using the laptop now... XD

YUPP, BUT THEN WHEN I'M DONE WITH MEH HOMEWORK IT'S LIKE, 6:30 AND I DON'T HAVE MUCH THINGS TO DO AFTER THAT

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