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I can remember the names most of the time, but sometimes I'll remember the name but not what they did, which is no use! :')
I'm so tired right now :')

See, I really enjoy it. I'd like to combine film and sociology because I think then I have a range of things to do, ya'know.
But film is still my main thing. It's just deciding how far away I'm willing to move :')
And the same goes for me :')

Those are the places I might go for Film Studies, if I want to Film/Sociology I might have to apply at completely different places. I wanted to apply to Warwick, but you need history to get on the film studies course there :')
I'm kind of excited to go to uni :')

Yeah, that's true! I'd cry if I had to go back and do lessons :')

I'm thinking Hull, Nottingham, London Met, Bradford and possibly somewhere else
Bradford is my last resort though. :')

Yeah, we go back in for like four weeks, and only one of those weeks is actual lessons
It's like HE week, Business week, and something else week and then lessons then we leave :')
It's a scary thought that in September I will be looking at where I want to apply to Uni :')

Just Critical Thinking, which I got a D in
If I wasn't resitting that, I'd only have 6 exams. Though I can't complain, I have a nice two weeks of doing sweet fuck all after my last exam. I can't wait! :D

Not now, unless I pay for the exams I'll not do
And plus, I'm stubborn and don't want to just have three a levels, I want that AS as well.
:')
Only 8 weeks left of it, it's my first exam so :')

i tried, but I can't use the free version :')
It's completely different. I'm just gonna do it at like lunch or something tomorrow/monday.
SPANISH IS KILLING ME THO. :'(

Oh, of course, that's when you leave isn't it? I think that's when I go back from study leave
I have to do the two print pieces, and the website for a film. Fun times
It's taking forever though because I don't have the programs at home :(

Ugh, I know the feeling. All I ever seem to do is Spanish work, which means my other subjects are suffering. I'm so behind in media. :'(
But I'm alright for the most part, when I'm not in that hell hole. :')
How about you? :)

BBY GURL.
It's been too long! <3

HOW WAS YOUR HOLIDAY? :D

Becka,
I know you're on holiday, and I don't know when you're going to see this, but I just thought I'd send it to you anyway because I need to get it out of my brain somehow.

I don't think I'm a being capable of love. Personally, I don't think that love actually exsists, it's just something that people claim to have or whatever. I don't even know. I just don't think it exsists for me. Sure, I care about stuff and I love my friends and family, of course I do, but I don't think there's that kind of powerful 'you are my entire world' kind of love out there for me. I don't think it truly exsists. Which is weird, isn't it, that I find myself fascinated by all these books that are only about that kind of powerful love. I don't believe that it exsists yet I seem to crave it so much.

I know you're probably thinking "What the hell has this got to do with anything?" but it's just been circling round in my head for the past few days. I kind of know that Ben aparently 'loves' me (though I don't know how he could even care about someone like me) and I feel so bad that I don't think I'm capable of returning the feeling. I feel like I'm lying to him almost. Like, I should feel the same way. I just don't. I feel like such a terrible person because of it.

Maybe I am a terrible person? I don't believe in the one thing that I obsess over the most in the books I read, the music I listen to and the stories I myself write. It just seems like a fantasy to me.

This probably doesn't make any sense whatsoever. I'm rambling I know. I just needed to get it out somehow, and my brother's found my tumblr now, so I can't exactly post anything on there. I couldn't post anything on there about this anyway.

There's no rush to reply. I just needed to get it out.

Sorry, I've only just seen your comment. :')

How are you? :)

Me tooo! :D

I found like, the holy grail of Jared pictures the other week, and once I start posting them I find it difficult to stop.
It's too much fun! :D

Why thank you! ^o^

Baaah I love your page! And I love that quote.

NONONO.
Jared is the only man who is sex on legs.
Joe Jonas, as much as I love him, does not measure up to Jared's sexiness.
http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l57g3bOLXE1qa7h26.gif

I WANT TO WATCH MR NOBODY.
And all the other films he's in
But Mr Nobody the most, because it sounds sooo goood! :D

Yesyesyes.
Joe Jonas because he's gorgeous.
Jared Leto because he's sex on legs. (I'm ignoring the fact that he's like 38 :D)
It's going to be a fun year :')

Ohh, really?
Any reasons? :')

WELL HAVE YOU SEEN THE CLOSER TO THE EDGE VIDEO.
He likes jumping into the crowd.
I might just push my way through the mosh pits to get to him <3<3<3

Or stalk him after the show. Whichever is easiest. Issy and Megan will gladly join me in the Mr Leto stalking. :')