AlyssaAnorexia / Comments

haha. Luckky you. :P
I'm just surfing youtube. :D

holy sh*t
that happens to you too?!

that's cool.
:]

goshh, I'm bored...

i've been good :)
how bout you

haha. What did yew do?

I wishh I had spring break. :/
lolz.
Oh,well. :P

Tankies...custom made is freaking awesome...lol.

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well hello :)
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Hey...^_^ What's up?

Heyy, thanks for the add =]

I'm alrightt. You?

okay i hacked yuor account hope u liek ur new profile

I had a date to one dance before but we broke up soon after it. We realized our feelings were just friends and not lovers.

I do have a date in mind but it's useless. Not only can I not find the courage to ask him but I think he has a girlfriend. I'm not sure but I don't want to ask him if he does. I hate this. My crush has a girlfriend. :[

That will be the bad thing about homecoming. If he is there with [i]her[/i] I know I'll feel jealous about the two.

I was contemplating my more recent ex but... I decided against it.

That sucks. I'm bored here too. Morning TV sucks. :[

Me too. There isn't anything to do around here.=/

I'm waiting for tomorrow night to come. I'm going to my friends homecoming with her tomorrow. It'll be fun. :] Although I hope she doesn't expect me in a dress, I'm not wearing one for homecoming, hers or mine, unless I've got a date. At this point, I'm going with my friends and they don't count as dates. -_-

We attend different schools, which majorly sucks.

So......

That's good.

You should tell him. It'd probably be better. Everyone knows about me being bi, people around here don't judge upon sexual orientations. So people know pretty much everyone's sexual orientation.>.<
Sounds good. :]

I'm not fond of my mom either. Honestly, she's a bitch at times. I love my mom too but she always asks me whats wrong when some of the problems are right in front of her.
My mom doesn't know. She doesn't know about the suicidal thoughts, the cutting or the fact I'm bi. I never told my step-dad before he passed away either. I'm scared to tell my mom. I'm scared of what her reaction will be.
But judging is part of human nature, we all do it. It's impossible to stop. But that doesn't stop the fact of how much it hurts.
Everyone has given up on me. I don't talk to anymore. I don't trust anyone. After that bastard who I thought cared, all of my trust has been lost. He ruined me. I've lost respect for my family and my friends as well. People noticed me as a 'lost cause' not worth helping, then again... Why would I be worth helping?

If people in my school found out about my cutting they'd just get me a new nickname.>.< Which is strange that they wouldn't care cause my school is like number 5 on the highest suicide rate in New Mexico list. No one would even care if you cut over here.
The extra pressure school puts on you sucks. I hate it. People need to consider what goes on outside of school. I always tell me this:
Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels.
My mom is raising me and my sister alone, my dad was removed from our home when I was four and my step dad passed away almost a year ago. When you're a teenage girl without a father figure, it's hard growing up. Most don't know but girls tend to be more dependant on their dads and boys tend to be more dependant on their moms.