i don't want to take
high school too
seriously. it sounds
so...unambitious, but
i just want to get really
drunk at parties, do
stupid shit with my friends
and maybe hook up with
a couple people. i just
want it to be normal, i guess.
lol.
That sucks dude...
i'm glad you got out
though. you're a really
nice girl (from what i
can tell). you definitely
deserve someone who'll
treat you right.
oh that totally sucks.
but i hope your friend/
ex-bf is okay now. that
just sucks.
i know what you mean,
to a degree. there was
this REALLY [i]straight[/i]
guy that i liked for the
longest time and he was
really rude to me (and
basically everyone) but
i don't think i really noticed
it until after i got over
my massive crush because
i'm blink like that. that's
not really similar to you but
in a way i wasted a lot of
time on something that i
look back now and just...
really want to punch myself
for lol.
well that's really good.
it's good to hear stuff
like that. and pretty
mature of you also. i
think us kids who are
in the same boat have
a step up over other
people 'cos it's like,
sink of float most days.
you just learn to tough
it out.
oh yeah. i'd probably
be pretty jealous. i
mean, to a degree i
get jealous of kids
who have that two
parent deal going on,
but really, i think my
mom is amazing and
i wouldn't be around
if she hadn't decided
to have me. so, no
complaining on my
part. event though
i want to haha
oh. i see. and i can
definitely relate on
that part. Mom is
great but she can't
always be there, and
you end up having
to depend on yourself
more. i getcha.
lol. i had to sneak that
in there. Paige was
having a cow over how
in my warning on Boulder
i put "surprise buttsecs"...
was it weird seeing your
mom? (if i'm being nosy
just tell me. I'm just super
curious 'cos i never met
my dad but i sort of wonder
if it would be really awkward
at this point.)
haha. it's probably because
i yell it at the most random
times. like, the other day we
were shopping at some liquor
store and i was singing that
song. and I got to the part where
it was like "your mom just threw
out your best porno mag" and i
grabbed one of those naughty
magz they have at the counter
and waved it in her face.
lmfao.
she's actually not a grump tho.
it was just extremely late.
it's so much fun!