May 14th, 2011 at 10:22pm
Dear Conner,
I'm not really sure. I think that if we went to high school in the same town, even if we didn't go to the same school, we would eventually meet. We would probably show up at the same places, have a few friends in common. I'm not sure that we would really know each other, though, I feel like we've established some sort of connection through this that we wouldn't have been able to recreate through conversations, because I'll be honest, when I talk, I hold a lot back. I don't say much about what I think, it's easier to just think what I think and let everyone else do the same. But then again, I feel like maybe you and I are supposed to be this, like the universe would make it happen no matter what.
Love,
Mae
I guess I sort of forgot what heartbreak was like. I don't know that I've ever really experienced it, but I'm feeling it right now. The worst part is that it's not strictly mental, it's not all in your head. Every time you think about it there's a tug in your chest, your heart is literally aching. I don't like today.
The universe isn't specifically targeting you and me 100% of the time? Hard to believe.
I'm sorry that your summer is going to suck. I don't know what to say, I never know what to say. If it makes you feel any better, mine is too. I don't want you to be unhappy. I hope it gets better. I honestly, really do.
Love,
Mae.