I lost a piece of myself that day, when I heard you passed away.Although I felt as if I couldn't hold anymore pain, the sorrow ran deep into my veins.I miss you, Grandpa. I miss you so much it hurts, and I regret not talking to you although I knew I could.I can't stand to look at myself anymore, because I know I lost my chance, and became the monster I never wanted to be again. I really wish I...