Because the guy i've been... i'm not going to say love, exterme like with (who supposedly felt the same) is now dating my worst enemy. And When i walked past him and her holding hands, he had the gall to look at me in the eyes and it seemed as if he asked me for forgivness.
He also had the audacity to take my heart and toy with it, play with the heart strings knowing how much i cared for him. Told me he loved me back!
Then he just blatantly confirms my worst fears.
he lied to me and it was just a game of "Lets rip Fallon's heart out again."
I saw that, i tend to let my characters speak to me and kind of.. just let them write it. I don't really do character charts anymore. It just gives them guidlines they want to fallow.
And they're really hard to fallow in an authors perspective. >.<
Welll, the ones i actually care about anywasy.
most of my friends i consider enemys. you know. *shrugs*