Yeah when I said 'surprisingly' was because I have been surounded by people who hate me so im sorry I defended you in a curtian way. Im just used to people who reject me right away. its hard to find people who will be nice after they known you. well for me anyways. lol.
yeah I go to school but it was a half a day today and I went to school at 11:00. :) it was a good day because everybody who picks on me skipped school to smoke on the street. I was a happy camper to say the least. lol.
yeah first you have to have someone who you can trust to see if they are the one. I have seen way to many girls throw themselves at boys and then get heartbroken at the end. its really sad.
and I agree with you about our rights on our sexuality. there is no law saying that you cant have sexual relations with the same gender. and plus I have met some people who support gay rights and is cool to the fact that your atracted to them. suprisingly.
I do have druggie friends and the reason they do it because we get picked on because we are either gay or Bisexual (which I am) that it drive's us to smoke and do some stupid shit at our houses.
one night I smoked Mariajina (sp?) and was so stoned that the next mourning I woke up next to my best friend who was gay. the funny part is that we actually laughed when we saw that we had sex. (I know im too young but wtf it was accident) we both said that we were going to lose our virginity together but really hadnt had the guts to do it. we rather lose it together or to some bimbo's and asshole's. lol.
he's my best friend (who is 17 and im 15) so who's more better then him to lose it to??? lol. XD
:) dont worry your not. lol me? well My older idiot brother had to invite his slutty anorexic girlfriend to dinner. she was being a bitch to me and was flirting with my other older brothers the whole fucking time infront of who she was with!! I swear paul is so fucking blind its not even funny!!! URGH!!! lol XD
I had mild depression once. when one of my friends Died, but manly it was from shock because I wasnt even in the same state when that happened. and he died infront of my house. people (mainly my neighbors) said they would never forget the screeches of those tires mixes of that drunk asshole. his Mom raised me and my bro's when my brother went to work, she was histerical and wouldnt stop crying that whole week. she moved now so she moved. but anyway, I made a girl who was picking on me cry!!! I pulled out her weave. LMAO! XD
hey! haha don't worry I know people like your parents, they just want whats best for you in the future. but my brother say's that you only live once so live life to the fullest! thats exactly what I did by getting a lip ring....then it got ripped out during a fight but anyway, Im Ellie! LOL XD
My legs are doing better, they're only pink now and my shoulder is starting to peel.
and OUCH sympathy on your canoe burns and now your face.
Sigh, if only our skin would cooperate or the sun wouldn't be as harsh on it.
yeah I go to school but it was a half a day today and I went to school at 11:00. :) it was a good day because everybody who picks on me skipped school to smoke on the street. I was a happy camper to say the least. lol.
so how was your lovely day???? :)