okay! good enough for me. . . ya know? today my teacher asked us what we would want if we could wish for ANY ONE THING and why. . . i said world peace. . . because that's what everyone WANTS me to say.
then another teacher asked us to write down what we wanted to change about ourselves this year. . . i totally spilled. . . but my handwriting is illegible (thank goodness)
but i think ive opened up a bit more since i told you about my insecurity. . . thx for listening:)
You obviously agreed with me that Brian doesn't seem intrested in me.
I really do doubt that happening.
I mean it would have happened already.
I'm seeing him probably monday.
I'll tell you then how he acts toward me.
He probably won't even look at me in the eye.
hahaha thanks. . . shhh but my greatest fear is not being admired or approved of. . . failing is not an option. . . i have no idea why i just told you that:/
im going to. this year im going to sit back and let it all fall into place. . . or fall. . hahahaha im going to try to be healthier about my work ethic and everything:)
But getting regected isnt it learning?
I need to learn what not to do and what to actually do.
I know it sounds a bit stupid now.
I'm not gonna be all over him.
I'm just gonna talk to him,nothing more nothing less.
Does that sound good?
If something does happen I'll tell you.
I appreciate every word of advice and how much you care for me.
Thank you,Iso.(:
Wow, I made this so melodramatic it sounds like I'm saying goodbye.(x
Happy new year,by the way. c:
No,the Heather/Brian thing happened like a week ago. :3
Exactly,but I don't think he does cause I probably would've heard.
But I did see his ex-girlfriend. :o