Bring Me the Rainbow / Comments

ahhh i miss you too! but i saw you today, how funny (: but anyways, idk about spending the night cause jenica and tay have already like, mentioned it since they're not gonna see me the weekend i'm with YOU <3 (: but i really dont know. jenica wants to see chinook (apparently its not spelled "shanook" lol) and they both missed me this weekend cause i was with sam the whole time. ya know, sister bonding and stuff. its cute, now whenever she says somethin to me, she goes, i love you little sister or, bye little sister (: its cute lol. but anyways you could come over after school so you could see chinook!!! gahhh shes so incredibly adorable and happy <3 <3 (:

yes he iiiiiiiis there for me and he doeesss give amazing hugs, his kisses aren't too shabby either :P bahhahaha. i haven't kissed him since last thursday though but still its all good :D

what picture are you talkin about girly-whirly? lol im kinda confused on that :P but anyways thank you very very much (: but sometimes he acts kindaaaaa weird lol. idk hes crazy.

hehe okay just making sure you knew that :D
but omg. hes the sweetest thing. everyone,and i mean EVERYONE we hang out with at school has asked him why he hasn't asked me out yet and i finally got him to tell me and the reason is so freaging sweet. he doesnt like it when people call me a whore and stuff like that, and he thinks they would considering me and jojo just broke up and blah blah blah so he wants to wait, he said he really wants to go out with me but hes worried about what theyll say. not becasue he believes them but because it bothers him. how sweet is that??? hes willing to wait to save my reputation. no one has ever done that for me stacey. no one. it just, it really made me feel so. . .cared about. he cares about me as a person! <3 <3 <3 <3

urghhh. i wish you could have spent the night tonight. i'm making cookies with cory lol. but i got to talk to joseph so i'm like, oozing happiness <3 but i just want you to know that hes not my rebound guy. he really isn't. he was there for me when the whole thing w/jojo and tracey. he honestly helped me the most because he just hugged me while i was crying. i really do like him. so much.

well im glad that you guys talked about it. thats very good and, uhmm yeah good lol. but anyways i cant ask my dad tonight cause hes not home but i'll call him asap :D i really hope you can, :D i only have like, math tomorrow so we can basically hang out w/o doing homework the whole time. hope he says yes :D

AGH i hate that voice!!!!! it makes it seem like they feel sorry for us. they really shouldnt feel sorry for us. we are perfectly happy without them screwing up our days ya know??? lol like i'll have a great day and my dad will completely ruin it sometimes if hes in a bad mood. its ridiculous. im sorry about your mom, and im sorry she wouldnt let you come over. maybe tomorrow. omg cory is throwing his stupid throwing knives at the posts for the porch that my dad just put up, and he keeps f'ing missing and hitting the door making a huge boom noise. its reallly freaking irritating. im getting ready to go out there and tell him to f'ing stop.

ahaha! totally!!!
i'll ask my dad!! :D and i'll tell you tomorrow or call ya :D

dude stacey!!!!!!!!


I WANT TO SPEND THE NIGHT!!!!!!!! OR HAVE YOU SPEND THE NIGHT, EITHER OR IS FINE WITH ME. I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!

thats true actually. dances are llllllllame if you're friends arent there. like to the extreme. the last dance really wasnt much fun but this one is going to be more fun. it WILl be lol. :D

ahh im happy for you about the job and the other mucho excting stuff. :D but urgh i wish you would go to the dance but its all good. nic bought our tickets today :D : D: D: hes sucha sweeeeeteie pie :D we're going out now! :D i realized on tuesday [yesterday lol] that i was ready. idk why i just suddenly felt ready. it was great :D

no problem babe. :D i didnt really change it much. i havent been on the comp very much lately. ive been busy. omg are you going to the dance this saturday? i got my dress. i love it. i LOVE it. :D it makes me happy. :D :D :D im officially going with nic :D :D :D :D i made him this thing out of cardboard [cuz its a girls ask the guys] that says

King Of Hearts. . .
I'm Going. . .
Care To Join Me?
:D he loved it. and he said yes with a biiiiiiiig smile :D it made me happy. but i had our englihs teacher give it to him during class when we were passing out papers. it was slick and totally ninja haha. :D

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well i know this sounds stuipd but we broke up because well in math taylor was there for the first time in a week and i totally realized that im completely NOT ready for anything with nic. he totally gets it which is great. he says hes willing to wait. which is sweet. :D

YES exactly!! im just trying this out. and so far its going great. hahah well since yesterday :P but yeah im kidna liking him more and more :D its good. :D like, he really really REALLY likes me. and i love it!! cuz like, he finds me in every passing period and the first thing he does is hug me, and i mean HUG me! i can literally feel his heart beating, thats how close he hugs me. aaaghhhhhhh it makes me feel so. . . WANTED. :D but not like ina kinky way, in an, i care about you kind of way. its amazing. :D agh sorry lol

*blush*

*COUGH COUGH*

welllll we're going out


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hes very very sweet. and very good to me. i trust him. but [as bad as this sounds] boytaylor still ya know, has my heart. ugh stupid boy. but im happy with nic. i like him. really i do. but i dont LIKE him ya know? i like him but not to the extent of how much i likeD joseph and boytaylor.

haha im the same way. im super happy that we're older and not AS naive but also i miss the innocence. lol

AWWWWW when i used to sleep on the trendel!!!!!!! omg omg omg that was sixth grade for me!!!! becasue we did sign language for a while cuz your mom had started to get mad at us cuz we wouldnt stop laughing!!! omg!! :D aaaaghhh that was so fun!! i miss being so little and carefree.

aagh i know those days were so fun! do you remember when your mom was filling up the pool and we played in the water with our clothes and then when she got home she was angry?: lol man that was fun :D i miss those days!!
haha im sorry that your sick deary. you should just be like me and never get sick, im telling you, its great. :D not ever getting sick ;)

lol well we were kinda irritating eachother [mostly her irritating me] because i was tired and she kept saying, you should go to bed, or, you should got to sleep, your cranky and it was just botherin the hell outta me and so she said something but didnt finish and i was like, go on, and she was like, NO. so i was like, TAYLOR and she said, NO so i just said, fine well im gonna go brush my teeth [snottily btw lol] and she goes, god cassidy your acting like a huge bitch! lol so i laughed at her, mostly so i wouldnt like, throw something lol but htne later we were talking about like, our friendship and how it feels like we're not as close anymore and stuff but we worked things out and now we're closer than ever. its amazing.

but of course i want you to spend the night! dont be silly! :D hows saturday? cuz friday is tracey's birthday party. :D