So I'm sitting here, I've been up all night. I really had a bad day and night.Yesterday was the worst. I'm usually very happy but today, yesterday. Nope.A few people know what is wrong. I've told them and they had the right to know.I hate being like this. I've been crying all night. And the real reason why I'm just so confused/sad/bleh is something I knew that was going to happen.I guess I had the...