July 9th, 2009 at 02:18am
I DONT KNOW THE FUCKING RIGHT NUMBER!!!!!!! IM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THE FUCK IT DOESNT WORK!!!!
*sighs* now that thats done, im having alot of fun! And omg i got bangs!!!! But i really need you and krista´s support right now... because my mom said they look hideous and so she made me feel like shit... and you know how easily influinced i am. now i dont even want to go to the plaza... especially since that hot emo guy is always there after like 7:30. And... I told him i liked him over myspace.... and so now idk.. I told him 2 days ago and i know he read it already but he hasnt said anything about it... my cousin told me that he likes me, and his cousin -which is like his best friend- told this one girl that liked him that she was screwed and that he wasnt gonna like her back because he likes me... and.. i just dont know.. *frustrated* guys are so hard to understand!!!! And I thought I new everything I needed to know!!! *bangs head on desk* but its nothing compared to real life. *whines* Its so hard!!!!!!! We still talk and everthing, but everytime someone mentions the text (I told him over a message on myspace cause were always talking on there. Ask krista to check my mail! I saved everything we talked about, its on the saved folder.)
Oh! And have you seen how he looks? He´s on my tops on myspace, his names manuel -I know it doesnt suit him haha- But he´s really hot but he use to be a CHOLO! As in, gangster! And fat! But he looks soooo hot now. Im gonna take a picture of him so you can see how cute he is! ^-^
im going to a party on saturday, its a fifteen -i dont know how to right it in spanish XD- And im gonna wear a dress!! Eek! I havent bought a dress yet, but im gonna buy it on friday early in the morning.. like at 8:30 *tortured*
Ok, I´ll talk to you later, I Love You Both!!! (I say this because I told Krista to read this too =)
And about my bangs, I dont think they´re that bad... but my mom made me feel really bad *depressed* Im really sad now...
And holly crap! I´ve lost wait, alot. I dont look annerexic or anything, but known of my pants fit me anymore. Im finally as skinny as I wanted!!! Yay! I think I might be like.. a size 4 cause remember how I was turning into a 7, well now Im a 4, A 4!!!! Im so happy!
See how I just cheered my self up *laughs*
LOVE YOU!!!