I gave up on it too... And I'll eventually give up on my feelings for you so it's all good. I'm the same way... But that's if I don't hurt the other person first. :/
When I say I love you, I mean it. I can't deny the fact that I like you... I have a crush, and I don't know how you feel about me. If you don't like me, I understand... I've been hurt many times before, and it's isn't going to change our friendship if you don't feel the same way. (: I love you and that's all that matters to me.