Same here! My friends are like, "Wow Asia, you've crossed over into the dark side."
Psh. I'm damn proud of it! ;D
Oh yes, and I'm Asia... but I answer to a number of things.
yea. last yr was a bad yr for me. i pretty much went into this state of if gods not going to show himself then he's not real. but thats like standing on an edge of a cliff and saying if the adrenaline rush hasnt hit me yet then it never will. if that made sense. im talking about cliff diving into water if u didnt know haha. but thats what its like. saying that since i dont feel anything right now. then it must not be real. when i never even made the attempt to jump off the cliff. a relationship with god is a lot like cliffjumping. and im proud to proclaim that im a cliffjumper.
My birthday party was... the best. I mean, it wasn't the same without you, but it was still a good party. I stayed up all night and fell asleep at like seven and woke up at ten. I can't tell specifics, because of the sleepover code, but it was great.
oooohhh okay. i would just like to say this then for starters. that God isn't mad at you and since uve excepted the fact that u are no longer a servant of God but a daughter of God then he will always love you and bring u back when u fall into sin and things of that certain degree. don't get me wrong though. that doesn't give u a free ticket to do whatever u want. yes we all fall into the deepness of sin. but the difference between us and the "world view" is that we understand that we sin and working away from it. "as i WALK through the valley of the shadow of death" the bible indicates that we walk through it. we do not dwell in it. so if u sin or do something u knew was against the bible or god don't beat yourself up about it. bc god certainly wont beat u up about it. he just wants u to always come back to him. always remember that the walk with God is a relationship not a religion. religion tells us that u have to live up to a certain standard to gain access to Gods presence. relationship says come as you are. God is your father. he will not abandon his daughter in times of need.
thats my starter hahaha
idk if that helps in any way. if you have questions please please please please please never ever never ever ever ever never hesitate to ask.
haha my wisdom? the things ive said have never been classified as "wisdom" lol. but i can explain things kind of well and have many opinions on very many things. so what would you like to know?
Srsly? I could have called? God, I had such a big emotional breakdown this morning. I was bawling my eyes out, and I wanted to call you, but I thought you would be busy getting ready. Gah, that sucks.
Other than the fragile emotions, I've had a pretty good day. Oh, and forensics Tourney is tomorrow!
Call me if you want to hear more!
Guesswhatguesswhatguesswhat?? *BREATH*
We get to play "Rosin Eating Zombies From Outer Space" in orchestra. It's THE most awesome strings piece EVER!!
We get to scream during it! it's AWESOME!!
But when I get bored I just bash my head against a wall!
Good fun, always!