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Man I'm like the plague in your profile XDD look at those gigantic comments!

Well that certainly puts a smile on my face. Believe me I've never met any guy that is half what you are so most likely interesting minds come in few.

I dunno, I've always thought that one can tell just one story, for it is the coming together of all were are, think, wish and fear, and I mean if you really put your own mind in it, then yosu can't really do that again without repeating yourself, unless you have changed the very essence of yourself. And I don't know if I can face myself like that.


Yeah I get what you mean, in my case its survival what wont let em reach the essence of my being. There is something deeply fucked inside there you know? Something big. I live avoiding my self, cos I know that I'm not ready to face whatever the fuck is in there. I don't know how to explain it, but its like, like LSD, like a psychotic trip inside yourself, at least how people have described it. Like all you can feel, all your being is reduced to the nerves going through your head and you might love the sense, but you also might want to cut them off, cut the connections.

I know Irish seem far more interesting, british's lack of passion, and take themselves to institutionally serious. Someday I'll go around there that for sure, but I'll let yah know so I wont have to wander straying 'round X]

You sure you want me to? cos as an unconfident ego maniac being I love talking about me X]


Well my favorite book, would be most likely "Tropic of cancer" there is just such an amazing passion on Miller's writing. Like all my favorite books I have never succeed to read it whole, you see mum would never allow me to, so I have to sneak to the library and read all I can there.

Then there is "On the road" also has title for favorite book, this one I've been reading with hidden copies, so I haven't finished it either. But I adore the feeling of the road! The inexplicit freedom of all minds while traveling the raw, real America.

Chronicles of Bob Dylan, yah see he is not only ace song writer, but amazing story teller. Its like a non chronological biography, but it really gets you in those times, the good ol' 50's to 60's from the big apple to Memphis.

And one I'm reading right now "Night train to Lisboa" ace book man! I don't want it to end! Its amazing about a professor of Latin that one day just goes off to Lisboa to find out about an unknown writer, and the writer was part of the resistance when the revolution of 74 occurred. So it real, real ace.


Uhmm expectations in life? I tell yah a dirty little secret, I have no freaking idea. I have of course dreams and wants to do and such, but really everyday it gets harder to believe that one can change the world, it gets harder to believe that one can write the best book of our times, that one can play the most amazing music in the world, that one can write poetry that takes the breath away, that one can love forever and a day. It gets hard to believe cos what is there to believe?
I wanted to write the my book, a great book, one that would shake the world, then die. But how? I wanted to hit the road all alone and live, how? I wanted to get to England and be forever in love, how and why? All I really know is that I need to get out of this shit hole as soon as possible.

Well I have the horrid fear that my name will be forgotten forever. The fear that after all, everything will be useless cos they will see us as the enemy, they would see us as the ones trying to break the American dream. I fear that no one will believe on our revolution. I fear that Ill become my mother. I fear that I' wont be strong enough to handle myself, that all I am will burst in banality on my face. That everything I am and suffer will come down to an end that I can't accept.
Hating is easy, religions, republicans, conservatives, fake people, conformists, emos, Nazis, capitalists, burgess class, the youth that refuses to think or act, anyone telling me what do without a why.

My dream would be to be a liertine screaming of revolution and poetry through the roofs with a bottle of scotch and everything I ever said I'd die for.

he he guess I do X]
Oh this ace girl from good ol' England. Sian, she is well yah know ace all but the distance kills us badly, plus I have far to much bounds issues, and fear to compromise and all that stuff that my therapist would be very interested to hear .


Legend? That one I haven't heard off. I'll Google it.
Well yeah I knew that one, it was kinda obvious from start X]
I love animal farm! is one of those many books dad gave me trying to get me into communism X] but this one I loved. In my opinion its one of books kids should really be reading.

Well high expectations don't serve all I guess, and I get the drifter thing.

Oh that, don't we all? Oh boy when fascism rises xenophobia and racism will be the least of the problems. I can see the pigs going in the house burning all commie books and "anarchist" badges, the flag of the hammer on fire! the brave men on jail! the guns of the big narcos flooding the city, the planet growing hotter everyday, KKK regaining strength, all what we fear comes tied to the capitalism and fascism.

You couldn't have portrayed the hate for emos any better! Sadly around here they are the only "alternative" group and I've seen so many potential punks get into that shit :/

Pardon! Pardon! a confusion of language, yah see in Spanish one could pull off illusions as dreams on the future and such.

XDD no dear you are an ace bloke X]

uhh think I never answered that
you may call me Luc., Luce, Lucy, Lucila some people say Lucifer fits me X]

"Shawn" mm I'll try X] I always have problems spelling English or American ( in this case Irish)names.
Oh more like the you know this sexual confusion between polygamy and bisexuality and all that. You see in my family the women are the leaders always and you know the successful ones and they always brag on about men been pigs, but they are also all homophobic, so really one just ends up like O_O ? And I just end up rarely liking any guys except the ones that have a highly political context you know? Guess I kinda do the old Froid scheme of looking for a dad X] But at the same time I can't stand men that try to protect one. And also the free love thing, you know like I adore my love, but in the same time I 've always believed in polygamy and I rarely love one person at a time, and I it really is a nag to have a girlfriend that lives across the ocean yah know?

Really? In my family well, my nuclear one is all very political too, but discussing it is well... Like you mix up a democrat, a troskist, an anarchist and a socialist, anad everyone is very radical.
Tests? Like in school stuff?

Really? you don't seem like a lad with low self steem, then again one can master it real well, and that is all good, but I mean really who are you?
Whats your favorite book?
Your expectations in life?
Fears?
Hates?
illusions?
you all the fuzz

but enough of moi
I'd like to know a bit about yourself, yah don't post many journals so I know few about you.

Think I'll call you Gil' if that okay, cos gilmore is to pink floyd and sean sounds way to much like sian, and that will confuse me just as much.
Beliefs you know good ol' anarchy and such X]

That so nice :] and yah know the stupid guys around, kind that grab one ass, and say shit like ones done to be housewive, as you can see a I'm not very used to nice male people, and if you add my mum's feminist teachings, then it really explains my sexuality issues X]

hey might sound odd, but I'd never called you by a name, and usually refer to you as the "cool irish kid with v for vendetta love" X] so what you'd like me to call you?

I see the point you are making but have you ever read of zanon? Its a fabric in Argentina that has been working for a while with the basic anarchist principles and has proved to work.
A real anarchist infrastructure that proves well it possible!

But well as sad, as it is I will not push my hopelessly naive beliefs down your throat, been there done that X]

Oh nice, nice you are officially the first boy to express such comment without a sexist remark XD so cheers. And yah should take as very high compliment the Danny Le rouge thing, seeing as I got wall papers of him everywhere X]

Me?
Fine I guess, passing though the senseless banalities of life and such, trying to pick a guitar for my life, and well failing...
Been reading my dad's bolshevik book and I can't help but notice that must of his quotes are nicked from there.

Man you just inspired me writing a thing, and I'd like an opinion
http://www.mibba.com/journals/read/82802/

I've been thinking and rethinking my politic views, been reading the bolshevik revolution, and doing research on portugal's and 68 revolutions.
You really remind me of Danny Le Rouge, do you know about him? He is/was a jewish german that started the movement in france in the 68

Oh dear can I fix the damage?

long time no talk
hows life?

Hey Sean, how's life ? What have you been doing this weekend ? and did James get in touch with you about Iron Man or what ?

aha thanks for the pic comment.
lol im from USA. massachusetts. =]

hey hey just being random. so hi =]

I'm sorry to hear that, but, no, I don't play it. I just heard of it on GaiaOnline.com . It never sounded that much interesting to me, but maybe I'll try it. I'm not Irish, though, and I'm doing pretty good. How about you?

Ah as should I.
But mibba is better, i guess? ha

See, i would rather go somewhere and see the sights than to some tourest place and learn a bunch of nothing.