OxyContinGenocide / Comments

Nooo...I don't want you to die!! You give the awesomest comments ever!
But I'm afraid I have to give you some bad news about Unafraid...
It's a piece of shit and I loathe it. I hate writing it and every time a chapter comes up I cringe because I've had to force myself to write the chapter and it's come out badly and I'm just not enjoying it. It's not pieced together very well and has become very cliche and apparently I am not cliche.
Unafraid is on hiatus right now and will probably end up being deleted and re-written so that it becomes a decent story; the kind of story you guys deserve.

Maybe, but she has a lot going on, so I don't really blame her. And she has my little sisters to be responsible for as well. They're a handful on their own. -_-
I get that. But I never really thought of them that way. It was more like...I saw how they were being used and decided never to touch them if I could help it when I was younger. I know it was/is stupid, medicine is primarily there to help people. And I get the motivation thing too...Sometimes I just want to give up, like, being happy takes too much effort...
You aren't. :) And thanks, I just hope I do deserve it...And same here.

Thank you for your journal comment.

Yeah, well awhile ago I was feeling crappy and letting things get to me, but I've decided that it's not worth my time or breath. Thank you. :)

Eh, mostly because I'm [i]supposed[/i] to be busy doing other stuff..then more stuff will happen and I'll end up not going to either. -_- Like, I was supposed to go to a funeral yesterday, my appointment(first one seeing my councelor) was scheduled to start abut the same time. So she rescheduled. But then decided to to take me out of school for the funeral anyway...Even though I said I wanted to. Before that, she forgot and I couldn't get a hold of her. [I didn't have another way there, and she had the info] Before that...don't remember...o-o Yeah, I see what you mean. :/ I've had friends/fam tell me that theirs suck(ed).
And I'm not really sure why not...I've never liked it. Especially pills. I was okay with liquid stuff after a while...If it disolves in a drink(like theraflu) I don't mind it. But pills...It's just really recently that I've started to be able to take them without wanting to gag. Not because I take them dry or anything, I just..don't like them. Maybe it's just because I've seen people really abuse prescription stuff, maybe I'm just childish. Sorry for the long explanation. :3

Thanks for commenting on Awake and Unafraid!
It's okay that you only get time to read now and then, don't feel bad about it :)
Haha, I squee too, don't worry XD
XD If you really want me to, I will marry you XD And we can bring up wonderful stories as babies XD

I just saw the comment you left on my last journal...Thank you. Technically, I'm not really prescribed anything so far, since my mom keeps moving my appointments(like she did again today)and nothing is really totally official yet...What I do have is actually for anxiety,(my doc thinks it's tied in with depression though)and more of an emergency thing,...I just am not comfortable with taking medicine in general...Any kind.(I guess I'm being forced to get over that now) I understand what you're saying though and I agree.

I love my family, a lot, I just tend not to get along with them most of the time...and I hate that, too, because it just feels like I can't actually talk to any of them and I think my little sister hates me, like seriously hates me. Not that I blame her...Still, life wouldn't be quite right without them..

I appreciate the advice, and it wasn't useless. So thanks again. :)

Awwe that sucks. I hate stupid things!!
Yea alyssas Boyfriemd does still talk to me lindy (his cousin) explained the really story and he believes her. So it's okay. I just can't believe wats all happened because of me dating someone it's ridiculous!

Your right.. That's like me, in junior high I had tons of friend that car red yet I never told them anything.. Then now in high school, I have my one best friend and my boyfriend I can tell them anything really! I lost tons of friends though, including my best friend sins grade two... It's so stupid how I lost her to, when I started dating my boyfriend she got mad because her other "best friend" Alyssa was mad because I started dating him, him and Alyssa had a thing over then summer and had sex... But then Alyssa ruined his and her friendship. Nathan regrets everything and wishes he would of waited foe me... It's almost been seven months but anyways... Alyssa and breann (ma ex best friend) were called me whore, slut, two faced backstabbing whore, bitch, etc... It was just so rough, and I didn't so a thing wrong... I didn't know Alyssa well at the time, but she wS being a really big bitch, and now I'm friends with her boyfriend because he's my friends cousin, and I'm nice and he doesn't have many friends, but Alyssa told him that she doesn't like that he talks to me, he asked her why, she said because I stole one of her boyfriends and broke her heart and that she can't have that happen again....... I just find it ridiculous that through all my life people have always found something bad to say about me...... Sorry for the rant... But I just needed to let it out.... :-/

Awe, yea I'm the same way..*sigh* is it bad that everyoone who e ver really cared.. I omly have like, maybe 3 people now out of a bunch of people..

And is me remind you of yourself, a good or bad thing lol.. :)

Awe well thank you again! It is nice to talk to someone who knows nothing bout you.. Then again I don't talk to many people anymore, for many reasons...
Oh!? I do.
How so?

AND it wasn't useless or a pointless rant! It was helpful!!

I seen the comment you wrote on my wall..
I thank you for everything, everything you said is true about me, and just all of it was true and wise.
Not many people care anymore.
And I am shutting myself out from people, but I just don't know.
There is more to me than people think... And that they don't see.
I thank you again for everything! And you went out of line! I wam deeply thankful! :)

Aw yeah but I'm moving in with my friends after high school so at least I'll have them after school

high school
its my 3rd year
its still odd lol

yeah same here! :D
i just finished school :P

so whats up?
How have things been :]

Thank you. My oldest sister is a bit of a drug addict and I decided to give her the benefit of the doubt ya know because she is still my sister but then she stole $200 dollars from my other sister and some of her medicine and when her boyfriend kept trying to touch me and mess with me I told her and she wouldn't believe me. So it was just a really rough weekend.

I know and I am sooooo sorry about that. I had a rough New Year's weekend but everything is okay now and I just updated. :)