I was realizing the same thing when I went through my depression.
I realized I had a pretty damn good life but I didn't know why I was the way I was.
My therapist said it was probably because things are changing so much and its too much for me to handle.
I still have thoughts every now and then, but I get over it because I know there's people who are worth staying for and that if I go, it will only make things worse on people and it'll cause more pain.
Dude start writing a journal or something.
Or just see my lady.
Its not good to have those thoughts.
Believe me people told me that a million times.
Just stop and take a breather.
Fuck yeah.
In my opinion I think that the more albums they make the better they get.
City Of Evil was amazing and their self titled album was even better.
I'm not leading him on.
Last year, it used to be funny and in a joking manner so I let that go.
This year its not so funny so I've been stopping him and he won't stop.
I'm not leading him on.