I know how you feel in a way. I just found out that this guy I like is dating my friends sister ad the other guy i like is in a relationship :( . But YAY update tonight!! :D
ha he usually doesnt come till im ready for bed and i go to sleep ha no we dont always do tat but yes usually he is there right when im in bed ha usually he is here while im here right now its hard to tell i am losin my gift for loving him
ha i dunno who would want to be the father figure of the child of the man i luv i mean i need a father figure for him/her ha i cant stand it i just need a father for it the man i luv just cant be an extra hands holding the child for me it sounds so dreadful but its true and its the only silituation to keep a part of him here