Sometimes you just have to talk to different people about different things and not depend on only one person or they feel too pressured.
My issue hasn't exactly been resolved but I decided it doesn't need to be freaked out over unless something bad actually happens not just because the possibility is there.
Sorry mom saw that I was "sick" and made me lay down for a while... A nap did help... I could easily get myself nervous again but I'm trying not to and just getting stuff done.
I read that just now are you ok? Or did you get everything out?