It has been. Brought me back down to earth a little bit, I guess. It's easier to forget shit when you're with people, although I'm reminded of Shads by her (well, more "him" now) so much that it hurts sometimes. But he's the sort of person who's not gonna let me fall down, so it's been good for me to just spend all my time with him.
I hope things are actually going okay; I know how easy it is to say things are when they're not.
Heyyy, I'm doing okay. (:
It's half term here (week off college, woot!) and I've been living attached-at-the-hip with my best friend, so I haven't been online like, at all.
I'm soooo sorry it took so long to get back to you.
In all honestly, I didn't even see your comment.
I'm sorry.
I don't have the original banner. I thought I did.
Again, so sorry.
I can make another one for you though, if you want.
its more complicated than that though...
i mean i was the first person he told about his gayness
i was also his first kiss, but the last ever with a girl
he tells me he loves me and acts amazingly at school
but its just acting he really cant love me...
everytime i tell someone i love them they leave
or freak out and i cant risk losing him, i just CANT
hes like the closest thing ive ever had to a sane friend...