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Hey, I haven't heard from you in a while. I was just hoping that I hadn't unintentionally scared you off or something. I'm known for doing that, I say something weird and than the person decides I'm crazy.

I hope that you're doing well. I miss talking to someone that understands depression and Ville obsession. I don't have many friends to talk to anymore. They all seem to abandoned me after a while.

It's been really hot weather here too lately. I am feeling so gross and I constantly want to take a cold shower. The heat really brings the worse out of me. My mood changes to a very slow, lazy, awful feeling. It puts me down :P

I'm sorry you lost your camera. That sucks.
I'd probably be mad too if you tried to sleep in my bed randomly, lol.

My mother just bought a hot tub. It's fucking brilliant, but I rather the 4 grand going towards college for me next year, ugh. My friend and I cannot wait to slip into it on cools nights while drinking some vodka. It sounds so inviting right now.

seriously! look at this!
http://i415.photobucket.com/albums/pp240/SWADMIN2009/SW10-ANNOUNCEMENT-090813.jpg
Can't believe it though. SOOOO stoked. You are my hero for pointing it out to me.
And you know what's good? The amount of bands on the line up aren't even half of it :D

OH MY FUCK!
You serious!!!!
Shit... I;m def going. I hope it's Soundwave. I hape they're doing sidewhows. GAHHHHHHHH this week has been the best ^^
The weekend will only get better. Eight sticks of bud and 6 pillz. YUSSSSS!
Ohhhh Spain eh? Well at least you can say you've been to many places in the world! I can't... say you've got one up on me :P

Is it bad when I listen to about a 1/2 hour long interview with Ville, but it's in Finnish?
I think it sounds cool. Well, I love hearing him.
That sounds so bad, haha.

Haa yeah nahhhh... the bitch fights are funny. Plus, all the girls on it are WAY to skinny for me to be jealous.
I've lost a heap of weight this year though! It's mostly cause I'm sick. But whatever, it's fine. Lol.
Ohhh, where you goin' on a holiday to?
I need a holiday -_- it seems I cram too much into my day lately. And I'm suffering. Hehe.
Your mate bought 'four friends' from the dam? He... wait, what? XD
I don't smoke much anymore. Actually at all. If I'm out in the city, and it's available, I'll mabe have a few pills... but other than that, I'm not feeling anything else.
Mehh, I'm okay. I was with this other guy for a few weeks, then I ended it. And I've decided guys are silly and I don't feel like being in a relationship. Lol. I don't want to have to worry about anyone else, ye know? I dunno, it sounds strange. But the last few guys I've been with always get too clingy. And it's like I have to put them before anything else I want to do.
I decided to drop out of college though. I needed too I think. And now I'm rethinking my life- about what I wanna do or something. I haven't quite figured out what I wanna do yet.

And how are you??

xo

Oh, thank you. I love you :)

But his hair is cut :( I like his sloppy mop! Oh well. He still looks handsome :)
Is it me or this guy looks better the more he ages? Which is quite frustrating to me, haha. I've always thought he was attractive, but I was never like super obsessed drool over him, but once he hit a certain age I was all "OMG!" haha.

First of all I just wanted to say...
I MISS YOU!
And Im glad you like Bam because no one else really reads and writes comments like yours ^^
And I'm pretty sure you'll like the next chapter. It's slightly similar to Norah's last one... well the end is... but more like Bam's first chapter. So... yeah... I've enjoyed writing the part I've written for it anyway. Hehe...

I'm kinda watching America's Next Top Model right now... lmao! Cz ITs lyK ToTez coOl.
But if I'm awake enough to write more after I'll do it. But only for Love Metal from you... or whatever you're planning on doing. ANYTHING is good. Even a comment.
What can I say? I'm easy to please.

...so I'm gonna watch these pretty girls pout and prance and hope one of them falls flat on her face.


ps. Did I tell you I missed you? Lol.

I know, I was just telling you. =] Some people get to feeling so superior with their knowledge sometimes. XP Bleh.

Thanks for the comment, but I know full well the life and times of Meg and Jack White, trust me. I just needed them to be siblings for the pure sake of the story. =]

Okay, I know sometimes people don't want to hear this, but you're not the only one going through this. Like, that's not to shove it in your face and say, "suck it up" I'm just saying maybe it'll make you feel better knowing you're not alone? I dunno...
It's good that you have plans, though. Some sort of direction. Even if you haven't visited Finland, yet. You have so many years ahead of you to find a way there. I too wish to see it someday :)
I'm sorry about losing the person you're close with. That's horrible.
You're best friend is going with your ex? Well, that's sticky. I wouldn't want the drama, but I don't blame you for whatever negative emotions you feel about it if you get any.
Ah, University...I know how you feel about that big time. I'm looking at colleges now. All my life I've wanted to art. Now I'm in a rut. I haven't created anything at all in forever. I started to wonder if I really want schooling and art anymore.
What to do then? It's scary. I don't want to waste my life.
Do you really believe in 2012? I haven't put much thought into it. I'm not sure if I want to, haha.

Aw kitten ^.^ I basically just read all that in a haze and literally cooed outloud when I read about the kitten, haha. I'm a dork.

Aw, is anything terribly wrong, love?
I'm a good listener...well on here it would be reader XD
Oh, right you said you didn't really know why, atm. Meh.
I hope you'll feel better though :)
I totally understand the detox thing. It's when I get to my worst points in life with emotions and other things is when I really start listening to anything created by HIM. It's tears me to shreds, but it does help.

Well, I hope she doesn't get sick on you! Terrible =P Laugh about it later if it happens? Haha?

OMG, thanks.
It's so beautiful sounding.
I like the Bleed Well cover, too. It's one of my favorite songs off Venus Doom.
I sent Sweet Pandemonium to my friend who is wicked amazing at Piano.
I hope she'll learn to play it :)

Love the new layout :)

GUESS WHAT I DID?! Lol.
I updated Ville. Hehe.

But how are you? It's been forever since we've spoken ^^

Yeah, I know what you mean.
Mhm, her stories are great! They somehow get me to really get into it and are really intense.

Aww, sorry. How's your stomach now?

I'm pretty goood. Just getting dressed, I'm going clubbing with a bunch of friends. =]

Thank You So Much For The Wonderful Comments And Staying Faithful To My Story!
That Means A Whole Lot. And I Promise The Next Chapter Will Be A Long One
=]

:DDD Yeah, HIM rules. They've been one of my favorite bands for a couple years :D

No probs :)

I heard the track, too. I'm not sure if I really like it, but it is a good song. I'm curious to see what the whole album will sound like.

Really you're a Bam fan? Haha, it's hard to tell.
Actually, I feel the same way.
I like Bam, too. I use to really love him, but then I grew up and started to realize some things. Now it's a love hate thing for him. I do have the season dvds of Viva La Bam. I don't think I'll ever stop loving that show. My ma even loves it XD
His HIM videos are better, though. He probably did put the extra effort because he's basically in love with them. It's a tad bit creepy, but highly amusing also.
I love his Lost Boys video. That was a good one.

You likez HIM! :DDD
HIM owns. Im Jessica. :)