So I'm 19 almost 20 and I've been thinking a lot. Mostly of my so called "friends" and then my friends i do know that have my back. I can't say my family has my back. Every time I like a guy oh I just want to be friends or I don't want to ruin our friendship. But is that okay to call me babe, cutie, beautiful, or I love you. Even though you say "I just fucking with you." I think about trying being...

I wish..I wish my mom never married my dad. There is times I wish I never made it. I wish my dad would die. I wish me and my mom could be happy. I wish my mom never had to worry about the bills. I wish my dad would stop treating my mom like shit. I wish my grandma wouldn't blame everything wrong with her son on my mom. I wish  people could see and hear the real dad. This family doesn't know who...

Why did he say he loves me and they fucked it up?Is it cause the shit he was dealing with or was he scared?????I truly wish he would had talk to me about this.I want to tell him I cant stop think about him and tell him love you....But i can't he was the one that fucked up!Why should I go and tell him that I gave a shit about him.Right now I can't decide if I want him hurt the way I hurt or just...

There is guy that I know since 6th grade. And now I am starting to like him even more. His name is Jesse Wogan. I love how he makes me laugh and he makes me feel happy when I am pissed off. He loves A7X as me and we both love Jackass too. I love how he is nice to every one. Love how he hugs me and not Miranda. He doesn’t really like Miranda but I think he likes me lol. I am starting to love him...

You know when you wake up from a really great dream that you wish was true!!! Well my dream is that I lived with Avenged and I was The Rev daughter. Called Little Rev or L. Rev or L. R. But one thing I could do anything I want. Like curse out the teachers, beat the shit out of people that want to fight me and I was in the band. Matt told me he would be a brother to me because he was engaged to...

I hate when you have two great friends like Maggie and Miranda S. and they fight with each other. Then Miranda is piss at me cuz I am friends with Maggie. Which I think it is Bull Shit!!! Doesn’t she get that hurts me. When I knew Maggie before 6th grade and before I knew Miranda in 7th grade. She thinks I not going to be friends with Maggie anymore. No, I will not do that or stop being friends...

I am Tired of People!!!!I am tired them saying what I am or not.Like Miranda Studer she always keeps telling me I am a fake and I am a whore.She is just jealous cuz I have stuff that she can’t have!!!!!!She also saying that no one cares about me but people like me more then her!!!Like on yaba.com she saying that to the entire picture I have A7X. It pisses me off so badly.Soon she won’t have...

Love or Hate is the Truth!!!!!!! But Die to the End!!!!!!Love and Die to the End!!!!!!Like Jimmy (The Rev) and Leana will Love and Die to the End!!!!Shawn (Slipknot) and Chantal will Love and Die to the End!!!!!!Paul (Slipknot) and Brenna will Love and Die to the End!!!!Pete and Ashley will Love and Die to the End!!!!!Matt (M. Shadows) and Val will Love and Die to the End!!!!All of these people...