Dear Jay,
I'm slowly grasping the thought of you gone. But I always have to remind myself that your never gone :) You'll always be in my egg farting heart <3 Hahaha. But yet, I miss you like crazy. It seems like it was just yesterday that I met you and we started chatting about random shit. Like you were Jesus! I love you :) <3 lol. Nobody could replace your random personality Jay. Stay sexy in heaven babe <33333
Jay,
I really miss you dearly. I can't sleep. I'm crying my eyes out like a waterfall right now. I wish you could just leave me one more long random comment, but that won't happen. God I still can't believe it! It's pass midnight and I'm crying like a big baby >.< I love you Jay<3333
Dear Jayface,
I still can't believe your gone. I keep forgetting I won't get a random comment from you. I know for a fact that your still alive in my heart buud<3 Soooo anyhoo, just thought I'd share some funny shiit lately :) So I downloaded this app on my itouch and it's a chatting thing. I talked to some guys and they reminded me of your guys name; Cause they would constantly talk about Dick x] Hahaha. Idkk why, just thought I'd share that with you and all :) Frick Jay, my throat burns right now. I'm trying really hard not too cry right now, but it's impossible not too. I miss you so much. I love you<3
Jay,
I miss you already. It was just so unexpected. I know you won't read this but I just wanna let you know that I love you lots <3 I'm literally crying my eyes out right now. My heart is beating faster than usual. Right when I read that message your friend sent I couldn't concentrate. I could barely breathe. You were one of my best friends on here :) But who will I talk to for randomness? Who will I glomp since you were my hugging buddy? Who will I send long spacing comments? I guess no one. Cause you were the only guy for it<3 And Alexis says she misses you too, were both crying our eyes out. I really wanna make this long, but I can barely type. I guess I'll just keep writing you comments. I know I barely know Trav, but I want you & him to be in Heaven enjoying it :) I love you immensely Jay<3333
No worry, I be breathing here! Haha.
Just school be stressing me -____-
Still wishing I could burn it, but no luck.
Thats good, that your good xP lol.
Were both barely online xD
Well firstly I got balloons and a teddybear<3
And my friends made me cupcakes and a cake!
Which at lunch time I got mega caked in the face.
Then I had a bonfire at the beach :)
Wish you were there;
His name is Kevin Riley :) <3
I met him through my neice;
He's one of her friends friend.
Or something like that? Haha.
And yeaah, he asked me out after a movie we watched.
THE LAST SONG. MILEY CYRUS D:
OHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I clicked on that picture before you told me.
I was wondering who that guy was? LOL.
But he's spicy ;DD HAHAHAHA.
And age is just a number foo :)
YAAAAAAAY; I'm one of the sexy people xD
Love yooooouuu toooo home skillet buscuit<33
And your brothaaa sure be sexy too.
But not as sexxay as youuuuu! WHOOO.
Just rhymed right there :D
And by the way, I was hoping someone would notice my dp!
I wanted to make people thought it was condoms xDDD
So your the first person who noticed it! LOLOLOL.
You win a big fatty huuuuuuug <3
-glomps you- YAAAAAY.
Well I'm glad you're enjoying the story :)
And I'm so tempted right now to have something happen between Matt and Stu, just for you...but maybe you'll just have to keep reading and your fingers crossed ;)