The beach was a blast, as it should be. I had a lot of fun. I'm sad I had to leave because I was just getting my tan on (rather than burning my skin to a crisp---yaaay melanoma!). hahahaha
and...let's see...oh! the story! Well, imagine if you can a kind of holographic screen hovering in the air. Ray was able to reach through the screen (kind of like Alice through the Looking Glass) and pull Colie and everyone out.
I think that's as best as I can describe it....
I'm going to get back to writing. One week away has been like withdrawal for me haha :D
Heyy, no there were only about five spelling mistakes, the main thing was that you were doing ". at the end of speech when it should really be ," if that makes sense =)
It's good, don't worry about it. I do think it would be a good idea because some people could comment you about you taking it from somewhere else if you know what I mean. They might not but better safe than sorry, right?
You should not feel sorry for me. I am grateful for everything I've got, it can always get worse even if you don't think so. So in a way I'm having a good childhood. And I am grateful for that, just not for the life that has been given to me.
I don't know what to say. I, um I guess I'll answer that question about friends because you're the first one to ask.
I in each relationship I've been in I have been failed, I have allowed myself to trust someone so it's not really their fault but it have just made me shield away from people.
Becuase now I can't really see any point in getting to know anyone because all relationships will end anyhow, and all mine has ended in disappointments. So I guess that's why. So it has left me to always expect the worst from everyone and everything because then I might get surprise. And I have to say, your kindness has surprise me. I just can't seem to understand why you would even care for someone like me.
And I'm not to fond of speaking to people, but since you asked I guess we can continue this, I suppose. At least for now, during the holidays. I don't really have much better things to do, heh..
And about the diary thing...Um, I guess you'll see through it if I say: No comment, so I'm going to be honest about that... That was my diary once upon a time.
I actually do that a lot to, when I listen to some certain songs I kind of come up with ideas to stories, because I imagine scenes from the story and then like into a music video.
And I'd watch that video if it wouldn't be because of my stupid youtube who has decided to cut out all sound, which makes me angry and frustrated.. And I don't even know why, it's been like that for a year now.. Oh, and the fact that the singer always steal everything in videos frustrates me too... It's not often you happen to see a vid when they shoot the whole band as much :[ Especially Marilyn Manson... I mean, I know he write the lyrics and all, but it's as if they're trying to hide away the rest of the band in their music vids..
And why I won't show anyone my writing is probably because writing is a escape for me, a way to express all my feelings, and I have a hard time letting people in and it feel as if I let them read it they will discover my whole world and I'm not much for getting to know people. And I don't really have any close friends, I feel that I can't rely on anyone.
Well, I am, or people say so, anti-social so I don't often communicate with other people. At all. I'm kind of shy too I guess. No one I know has read any of my stuff on Mibba, but I like it that way. Sure I like critiscm, but in a way you will always be best at criticising yourself. Or at least I think so, because if I take the time to sit down and read through the things I've written I honestly hate most of it, which makes me want to improve.
Movies, hmm, well I am quite obsessed with superhero movies :] but I also love Hannibal, I don't know it's either super heros or horror movies or Harry Potter.
And when speaking of music, I can only say one thing[though many doesn't like my taste in music, ha ha] Marilyn Manson :] But I do listen many different kinds of music. I like Linkin Park's sound best, but then Manson is an amazing lyricist. But I do have some songs I am extremely obsessed with:
Spade[Marilyn Manson] Kill Me Quickly[Thrice] Vampire Heart[HIM] Descending Angel[Misfits] Sleep When I'm Dead[The Cure] There are lots more, but I don't want to bore you with all of them, ha ha :]