well Jokie u made me think about a lot of things as u always do u damn asshole lol
but theres a huge decision to be made
and to make it
i need to talk to the Italian Stallion
i know he probably doesnt want to talk to me
but i realized something after i talked to u yesterday
I love Jason... or excuse me critter *rolls eyes* and if that means im throwing my life away then i guess i am
well i was supposed to tell u sumthing but im done with every thing so that changed quickly
im no longer getting married
im fucking done with every thing jay and i can no longer live like this with a bunch of lying motherfuckers