Shawna Sikora / Comments

Indeed. I really hope it does not come to that. But if it does, odds are that it's going to be due to bad diet and my love of things that scare the absolute crap out of me lol. I have a ridiculous love affair with all things horror. I will find a way to be in a horror movie before I die. I hope to be a character that gets absolutely slaughtered. And that is in no way weird or creepy that I hope for that outcome, right?

One day when I inevitably get a heart condition, I'm sending you the bill lol.

Hahaha no it's so true. I do the same thing. I imagine their reactions to a lot of things when it comes to my stories and characters.

Yeah, I'm pretty sure Airin would choke the life out of you. And he would have enjoyed it. Lol.

Hahaha that threat actually made me laugh. Nice one.

I see that you've updated. I acknowledge that fact. But I refuse to read until at least saturday... partially because I'm gonna be super sad tomorrow so I don't want to be sad today, and partially because I'll be away from the computer. Draw whatever conclusions you will lol.

Just please don't break my toes just yet. :)

And that right there is why I keep reading them. You know the city I live in. You'd probably come break my legs if I quit reading! Lol.

You're kind of mean. And by kind of, I mean you're really mean. Your hints are driving me crazy! Lol.

Gah! What happens to Marque??? That's it, right? Or wait... does Airin get sick again? Or does something happen to their kids??? You are so mean for dangling that teaser in front of me.

Yeah, her passing was so sad. But it was also expected, so that made it a bit easier. It still broke my heart to hear my best friend cry.

You can borrow my Newfie friends. I'm sure they would love the fact that I'm just lending them to you like they're objects. And I really don't think that they would hit me for it. Not at all.

Good! I need a break too! Not from writing those things, but from reading them. Remember how I said my best friend's mom was really sick? She passed away last night. So I need something cheerful right now. And apparently that meant playing the guitar until my fingers bled because it distracted me enough that I stopped crying for awhile.

But I'm sure that by next week or so I'll be totally ready to take whatever awful thing you have planned. :)

That's really cool. I can see how it would help. I would like to try that someday I think. But I can't afford a therapist so I would have no one to translate it for me.

I really liked writing Marcus. He's kind of similar to my sister actually. I tried to make him like the wise older brother that has seen the world.

Haha I feel like I need to meet this boy that he was based off of. He must be super fun.

It definitely seemed like something he would say. I enjoyed it immensely.

Hahaha exactly. The next update will be a tense one with her family, but I think after that it will calm down and you'll get to see that her family isn't all that bad. It was just a bad scenario to introduce her mom lol. Of course she's going to be mad about that.

Haha I didn't really mean to make her an enemy. My mom wouldn't be that mad that I left the country. But if I didn't tell her about it beforehand, there would likely be bloodshed.

Haha I'm really weird when it comes to how loud I am. If I'm with my close friends, I'm loud. If I'm with total strangers that I'll never see again, I'm loud. But if I'm meeting a whole bunch of new people, like when I start a new job, I'm really quiet. I have to observe first to make sure they won't hate me if I'm my usual crazy self. If I'm only meeting one new person, it doesn't bother me. Usually my friends only introduce me to people that they know won't judge me.

Oh yay I look forward to it! I probably won't have time to read it today though. Tomorrow for sure.
I'm the same way! Except when I moved across the province. That was a split-second decision because I couldn't get out of that town fast enough. I haven't picked up my guitar in so long that my sister tried to get me to move it to the basement. I fought her on it. Then told my friend I'm going to save up my money, buy Zakk Wylde's signature Flying V, and mount it on my wall so she has to look at it every day. But really, I do want that guitar. Maybe I'll start playing again over Christmas so I can justify buying a new guitar lol. I won't be able to save the money for like seven years, but it's something to shoot for haha.

Haha yeah Nat is definitely scared of commitment. But later on I'm planning to kind of explore that and give the reason why. For now though, she's like me when I freaked out on my sister's ex because he talked about them moving in after only a few weeks. I hate it when people dive into things before they think them through.

Huh. When I did it, it made me feel a little better because it looked fun lol.

Hahaha puking anything is really uncomfortable. But at least puking rainbows doesn't look quite as gross as normal vomit.