so being in the navy is stupid....i mean yea i have made some great friends and everything but i dont wanna be at this new command..it is horrible here. they are way to strict and you have to do some many stupid things...nothing like florida...i just wanna go home..to amanda and sam..and everyone else..but chris will be here soon so i gues i can stand it...idk..any of yall from great lakes or Chi...

So where should i start?There is this guy well 2 guys but you will get both stories.Jay....guy number one...he is amazing and a half...and i think he likes me as well....we fit well together and he is something special..unlike other guys...so where is the problem you may ask..well the problem lies with the fact that he has a girl...and he doesnt care...and for some stranger reason neither do...

ok so ill try and write this for the 5th time....will you guys help me?i wanna know how i can make my profile pretty...i mean how do i change the font and the font size and the color?i just dont know...so if anyone could explain it to me i would be so very happy!so because i havej to fill up this page with 100 words....ill just put up a song that everyone should check out?it is called Hum...

Like the Paramore song says..."Thats what you get when you let your heart win..."I wanna make him cry...i wanna make him beg and plead...does it seem fair? no, no it doesnt...cause i am the better person and i can not sink to his level!! no i WILL NOT let myself sink to his level!! Why does it seem like he likes to see me cry...cause it sure seems like he does...i swear he smiled last time....if...

i thought i would put up a poem of the day so here it is!!!!Girls are likeapples on trees. The bestones are at the top of the tree.The boys don't want to reach forthe good ones because they are afraidof falling and getting hurt. Instead, theyjust get the rotten apples from the groundthat aren't as good, but easy. So the applesat the top think something is wrong withthem, when in reality, they're...

so i finally did it..i am in the navy! im happy and excited...i need to start working out more or im going to be skrewd in bootcamp....Today is going great so far considering it is only 8:37 a.m. so i have a while intil my day is done....so i guess i shouldnt brag..A friend on here was talking about how life is just one big masqurade..well i guess he is right and i have been wondering if im living...

so yesterday at school one of my bestfriend Sam told me about the Navy and the guy was here so i talked to him and he is coming to talk to me about it after christmas.....so i probably be gong to boot camp on july 14. im so excited...im finally doing something for me and something that is going to make me happy. it is going to be so exciting! im going to miss everyone so very much and it is going...

so im about to give up...he stil hasnt came to see me yet and i feel like crap....i dont want to be a poor mans Debbie....i dont want him to come to me when she is done playing with him and i dont want him to come and see me after she gets tired of him once again...i feel like im being used and i probably am....he said he loves me....how could i believe that...if you read my poems you probably...

so i started this mibba to make new friends...so far i have made a few...so add me and lets talk..im nice i promise...i just wanna make new friends to talk to...you know what i mean....and well i guess that is all i wanted to say.....will you also please read my poems and review..i would like to know what you guys think......so i need more to talk about cause it wont let me put this up...so i...

Yeah so the love of my life keeps going back to her...i try and tell him that all she is doing is trying to get him to quit at life...she is makeing him dig a deeper hole. Yet he keeps going back to her...i dont understand....i recently found out that after he promised they were done he has been seeing her for some extra fun on the side...i mean does he think that i wouldnt find out that he is...

Yea i know!!!! i swear i am telling the truth....ill try and get the pics up soon...anyway...i guess one of our teachers is friends with the guys' manager and they wanted to do a show...So they came!!! Isn't that really cool? I guess it is if you know who i am talking about...look them up if you dont know them though...they ore worth it....On another note....i have 5 more months until i can move...