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The only thing I will ask of from now on:
If I die before her, tell my parents to find the Moogie letters in my red book.
And that her address will be written by hand in my cloest.

Thank you.

I thought you'd like to know that

beauty is alive.

http://www.fat-pie.com/dogofman.htm

Tell me if this is not the creepiest bit of entertianment you've ever seen.

I do not know your status.
How school is going.
If you've met her or done that or kissed him or written that.

by the ghost of her bright eyes.

oh and is that Conor Oberst as your DP?
If not I've jsut seen a similar pic with him in it like that.
Bright Eyes is amazing.

I don't knwo if I replied to this yet so I will go ahead and reply, haha.
You are very welcome, it really was an amazing oneshot (:

Haha I say Jert just because it sounds vaguely dirty in my head XD

Hmm, doesn't seem I got your friend request. Which is a bit bizarre, but whatever. I friended you, I just used the link above though

<3 Holly

Sweet whats your lj name? Haha everyone keeps saying that about Jert, I luv it. Bepha is funny too, your call

<3 Holly

"Jert."
That's I new one.
I always seem to go with JephaxBert.


Anyways.
By the way.
I haven't lost her.

We just don't talk as much.
Since of Friday the... I'm not sure of the date.
Six weeks until school ended?
We were really close beorfe that.

Really close.

I talk to her on and off.
Not like I used to; we both changed. Obviously.
But she says it was meant to happen.
And I agree. Well, not specifically.
I do know that it happened for a good reason, even if I know not this reason. But apparently she does. And that's good. She can keep it.

And right now I want Jimmy's paint skillz. Dx
Anyways. It's "Britney." She's particular about it.

Oh no worries, stalk me all you want you'll be bored in 20 minutes XD btw luv the jert pic on ur page, it makes me smile whenever I come to leave you a message

<3 Holly

Remember that letter I sent Brit?

Well she got it today. And she asked me about it. She actually IM'd me a couple times, just asking if I was on or not. So I thought something was wrong, and ended up almost panicing about it very much. And then she asked me if I sent her a letter. I had somewhat expected she'd ask if it were me, but every time I pictured that, I had all the lies I would tell her in my head. But on, after stalling a bit, I told her the truth and why. Eventually, this digressed off into confessing that she's still a very big inspiration on me. Which I soon poured out in a couple paragraphs how much she meant. But by this time, she'd gone, and fuck. I just hope she read it. I don't think she's too happy about hearing I still adore her. Damnit, though. It's been months since I've felt so bad because of something involving her. And I hate myself for it. She never replied, but I hope to God she [i]read[/i] it. I'm just going on now, so I'll stop. But I feel awful and need a vent-reciever. I'm sorry that's you.

I hope your sleep goes well.
Perhaps message me back in the morning?
Or maybe call. I'd rather talk online though.
I'd love to RP a quick, unprepared one shot, too.

If that's alright.

Lol yeah I am highfiveulation on photobucket!! Feel free to take whatever you want, not that I have that much there. I have an LJ too but its brand new

<3 Holly

Doing what?!
D: Ugh, Jepha.

Like a greased pig.
Squealing for life.
As it looses its hold on life.
And realizes it's bacon.
:D

... D:!

The holy kind.

Whaa?

I looked up lyrics to I, the Swan.
And it /does/ say [i]knees to the floor[/i] at one point.
I don't know if I'm pissed or just off guard.
This always happens to me. D: xD
I had a 'band' called Breaking Dawn once.

And guess what the name is used for? -_-

Oh yesss I do.

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Oh yes, there will.

Yea I try to be patient with Quizilla, but somedays I think I'll throw my computer out the fourth floor window trying to make an update =/ Oh well shidooby happens

<3 Holly