i definitely know how that is, this is one of my poems i can relate to as well (minus the cutting part) i don't usually write about stuff i experiance, but my best friend started acting like a jerk too, when i told him i liked him, until i confronted him about it..thank you for the comment
I don't even think one person knows the real me. I mean I act like the real me all the time, but they only see what they see, a happy smart over-achieving girl. But I'm not happy, I'm more depressed. It's sad really.....
Thanks for the comment, really appreciate it. I love feedback. I wrote that about myself really because even though I act like myself my parents and everyone else sees a different person entirely! I don't know how though......