Wow! Dang! XD, talk about shitty XD. In my case I called him and he was at his friends house. And there was a girl there who was obsessed with him. She grabbed his phone when I called and said she was going out with him. He called me and explained it. Wait, she told you that..... Wow, just to let you know I am not fucked up in the hear like you think I am, I was just going through alotta shit at the time. And I am listining to Metallica
o! cool!
i hope we do meet you!
kierstyn tells me so much about you and how nice you are and everything.
i'm sure it'd be a pleasure to meet you personally.
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XD, ya I saw projekt revolution. LP and MCR together..... heaven. Ha ha ha, I don't go to very many. I'm too poor. XD. Well that's good. Some guy is trying to get me to kill myself right now.... and he is bringing up Abby, my baby, but I am just ignoring his messages now so he dosen't get to me. I was actully suicidal a couple weeks ago. Apparently eating_crayons_4eva didn't tell you that, I think that's the main reason she was worried about me, but i'm over it now. I thought Derek was cheating and almost broke it off, but it was a misundersatnding. I keep asking him "Do you promise you would never leave?" and "why do you love me?" but ya, I think I was gunna say something else but I forgot XD
By the way, on thanks for the poem comments, although in the one you commented (I kinda get the part of suicide) that poem had nothing to do with suicide. XD, but ya, thanks. =). This is the 3rd comment scince you commented me, I should seriously figure out what i'm going to say b4 I say it XD sorry XD
Btw, about the cutting thing, I doubt I can. The only way that I can is when I am on anti depressents. Other than that, I do it 3 times a day.... more if I can.....
No, fist off let me start by saying I love getting long comments, so feel free to ramble. XD. Ya, well it's okay. But i'm not sur if I will make it through the funural. ha ha. It's kinda funny but at the same time not. I love Derrek. We almost broke up. Thank goodness we didn't. I was literally tieing the rope that I was gunna hang myself with when he called.... I've seen mcr live, my first concert. I loved it so much! Wow.... That is suckish.....Well, I hope he will be okay. *hugs*
Ya, I guess I sort of do blame myself, cuz of my ex.... but fuck him cuz I have my exGF who is on her way to the morgue and a wonderful boyfriend I would kill myself over. Why were you in NYC? Well, more asparations and less sucess XD..... I decided to try and stop cutting (again). Wonder how long till I fail XD, other than that not much is up with me... you?
sweet!
we were on like...the total opposite of your side.
you're lucky you got Ray's side!!! :'(
but anyways, it was still really fun with kierstyn and my mom and other friend! ^_^ kier still wishes she met you so much!
i felt so sorry for her after the show, she felt so sad about not meeting you.
almost all my joints still hurt from the show.
kier and our other friend had to move further and further away from me because i was jumping, headbanging and spazzing out so much.
yeah. i get a little sugar buzzed at MCR shows. lol. glad we both had fun.
wish we could've met you.
but i think we will one day.
Worried about me? Reminds you of you? XD how so? Wow, I get that alot XD. Well what all did she tell you? Well, ok I will read it as soon as I get a chance!
would you mind reading and commenting on http://poem.mibba.com/31903/To-The-Rebel-Sleeping-In-My-Dreams this one and http://poem.mibba.com/32439/When-Darkness-Replaces-Light this one, because I wanna know if they are alright..... So what is up with you?
Hey! What did she tell you about me? I love her username. XD. If you want I will read/ comment your stories after I get done with some otherones I said i'd read. Any ones in particular you want me to read?
omfg we just got back at like...1 in the am and
we didn't find you!!! ><
i wish we found you...
i was supposed to meet some of my other friends too but i didnt
but the concert was GREAT!!!!
aw!
thanks for the lovely story comment
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i will continue and everything, im just really busy and everything....
with all my other stories. but thanks anyways.