I don't know what I'm feeling. I feel so sick all the time. I just want everything to go back to the way it was. But I still don't. I don't want to go live the way I did, but I want to continue living the way I did, if that makes sense. But I don't even want to live the live I did. I just want to go to collage and live by my self and party all the time. BUT I STILL WANT MY OLD LIFE!! How does that...