RemainingWarrior / Comments

im fine thanks, sorry it took so long to get back to you, i got dragged to my uncles and he lives in the sticks....it sucks

One more thing, what can I do to forget all about it..,?

I definitely will.

Thank you [i]sooo[/i] much!

You don't realize how much you've helped me. =))

I will totally tell you what is going to happen. Though you're gonna have to wait a week, so we could go back to school. We finally have spring vacation and me and my BF are the only ones that can't go on a decent vacation.

i dont know they are crazy

Okay, I will try to confront and, hopefully, he won't be in a pissed off mood. I used to keep my feeling in too, but my bf's know all my secrets so I can tell them and Mibba is a great place to rant and rave. Lol.

i have a sister who's 8 -.- i can't stand her DX

And Don't worry, i don't think your being rude or anything i was just curious :3 But i just noticed for the first time that your gender isn't up hahaha i guess i had always just assumed Dx hahahaha!

im not going to judge you i dont do that but thank you for the comment and i live with my mom and step dad since january i used to live with my dad and step mom so yeah

This is gonna sound slightly whacked, but since I've gotten your advice and promised myself to be strong and no more tears, I've had quite a few epiphanies, enlightenments, subliminal messages from God (not sure how you feel about God but it's my belief =)), and I haven't cried once since early early when I first woke up.

Oh, and when I signed on mssenger a lil bit ago, I saw he was on. Usually, I would be the first to jump and talk to him. This time, I just ignored him. And I knew he was testing me to see what I'd do, because he'd "sign off" for a few minds, then come back on, then do it again.

But I never gave in.

Finally, he started talking to [i]me[/i] first.

My heart nearly leaped in my throat, it was something I was definitely not explaining.

Sorry aout some of the miss spelled and "text typed" words, I'm in a hurry...lol...

haha i would love that....

my parents would kill me if i ruined their "precious" grass

Wow.., thanks for the advice. And u are fucking right, I should care about other people because there's a lot of problems in other people life. Thank you mmm.., RW


JasonPanDem!c

>.> it was NOT an old lady XD she was like in her err.. 40's i think lol and i didn't "stare-down" exactly, she was staring at me so i just looked at her cause she was making me nervous! It scares me when people look at meeeee. And i don't care if what i had been doing would kinda be concidered "creepy" or "weird" i don't like being stared at O.O >.>

Would you mind if i asked for your real name? hahaha Like last name i understan not telling peple but it's weird that i'm slowly learning different things about you but still don't know the most basic element XD

*tear* and i have yet to use the word fruity today :(
How old is your brother? lol

Have you ever thought of becoming a therepist? Seriously, what you're saying is so great and it makes sense. Actually, I think you may be right. He has gotten angrier over something that happened to him. I think he might be getting hurt by his parents or brother. I have this cut on my lip when my sister punched me really badly. He has the same mark on HIS lip, only deeper and bloodier. Maybe something like that. And you're kinda right. He doesn't tell people his problems much, he always keeps to himself. Maybe that's why William doesn't know.

Thank you very much just for those words.
:]

Thanks for the journal comment.

HAHAHAHAHA that just cracked me up! I *is thinking about a way she can use the word fruity to openly describe something*

>.> damnnnn i wish i was witty and thought of doing that! lol!
i had put my pen down in my journal, used my pointer finger and creepily paused my music (my ipod was sitting face up on the floof besides my legs) and then staired at her out the top of my glasses till she walked away

then she made this "ohhhh..." sound tht made me want to crack up!

Yes, i swear to god that people (girls mostly) are afraid of clowns because in general they are 'happy things' that are supposed to make you'happy' and i think that some people say they're afraid of them because they feel rebelious that they are afraid of something, as said before, thats supposed to make you happy. It's like the fear of clowns is a trend, along with peple "loving rain" yes i like rain and sometimes thunderstorms are incredibly soothing after a long day but people blow things out of perportion (spelling...? sorry i kinda really suck at that) and don't even get me talkting about how much a hate twilight fan girls -.-

(i don't know why... but for some reason it's very easy to talk [actually rant] to you) usually i don't open up to people like this O.O

But yes i just randomly sat donw and starrted writing >.< It's not like it was infront of a bunch of people though XD it was in the bedding part of the store where i rarely see peple go. so i went in the corner, sat down, put my ipod on and started writing, then the lady came by and i got this look ---> o.0
Hahahaha

You know I feel great because you want to help me, but why?? Why do you care?? I mean like is really nice, buy you barely know me... Just tell me why do you care.. And what's ur name.., I will like to know, I want to feel more confidence, since I am telling you my problems. Don't take it in a bad way, please.

JasonPanDem!c

Thanks a lot. Well it all started in nov 2007, when my bro went to jail (when he was actually innocent) and I got really depress because I couldn't see him; then I realize that I was in love with my best friend, buy she was in love with someone else, so by Christmas and new year were like hell. Then in jan 2008 i decided to tell my best friend about my love her and she got so happy that she ask me out; that as what I totally needed but at the next week she broke up with me; I got totally heart broken, at the next day she told me that she met this girl that she has huge crush on her. Obviously I got more depress in my mind she was telling everybody that our relationship was something that I missunderstood and it wasn't, I am not crazy, and what the hell is going on with her telling me about her huge crush, it effin hurts. So, I tried to kill myself with pills like 2 times, in the months of February and march; then she told mr that she didn't wanted to loose as a friend and that she didn't wanted to hurt me. I believe her. She got being a couple with the girl that she told me that she has a crush, I thought for my best to move on, and be happy for her. I couldn't do that, I told her that I was good about it, when I was in part, but I didn't move on. In June I tried to cut, like 3 times, and pills 2 times. Then her girlfriend told me that she was in love with me, and I got all worry, but I ended telling her that maybe we should try it (I know that was the worst thing I could ever do, but I needed someone to support me). She told to my best friend about it, it didn't ruin our friendship, it just made it akward; but at the next weeks of our "thing", the gilfroend of my best friend told me if I was really oil having a crush with her, because all the time she was just making me feel better, but that wasn't the case for playing with my feelings. Imagine again, another pill thing happen. But my cousin call my dad and he caught me. So now I felt like trash, but 1 month later one girl that I was talkin to ask me out, I told her if she was like bin serious about it, and she told me that yes; well you know the story, she was the girl of my journal. We ended so effin bad, but we are kinda friends. I just can't hate any of those persons who hurt me, they besides what they did to me, have really being so supportive about my brother thing, that by the way, he got innocent and out in nov 2008; one year later.

Thank you so much for [i]everything[/i] you said in reply to my journal.

You're right.

I need to show him how strong I am, not how weak I am. I get nowhere in this life by weakness.

Life will go on, and if he's not the one that's meant for me, so be it I suppose. Neither was the guy I fell in love with two years ago.

I got over him too, but I never though I would. It was a constant never ending pain.

Thank you for your kind words and advice.

I don't really want anyone to kill me. I just want them to kill the pain, more less.

If TJ's truly happy with this girl, then I'm gonna be happy for him. Because seeing him happy makes me happy as cheesy as it sounds. =)

No more tears.

I'm gonna try my best to have no more tears.

Put a smile on my face.

And show the world that I can face it like that.

Thank you again. =))

[b]Kayla~[/b]