Wow. Really powerful, emotional, sad. Imagery was wow. Everything was wow. this was really well-written and if it was true I really hope things get better for you.
I decided to look for keyword of cutting because I broke down today after soo much stress and took out my razor blade and started to cut. I was told by people to use elastic bands to snap on my wrist to help fight the urge but I don't feel better until I see the blood.
I can totally relate to this poem and it was well done. If this was an actual event I hope you feel better.
wow i diffenitely liked when you said "hurt inside, and bleed out the pain" could i use that line in one of my future poems?cuz you just gave me a poem idea involving it. this is such a sad poem, but in reality, i hope you don't cut yourself because of unanswered questions.